Well, the title explains it all and yeah, I'm going to MJ. :D I was actually thinking about how to get to NYJ yesterday before I slept as I had a feeling that I'd be going there. But it turned out otherwise, which I'm really glad. And UCP girls are united as we're going to the same school. :) The rest of them are opting for Science stream while I prefer the Arts. Well, I wouldn't say that I'm an artistic person, but I'm way better in Literature than Sciences. I kinda regret taking pure sciences for the past two years tho', but it's pointless regretting it now, since I've graduated from there. :) I shall just move on with life and think about the next step. I just browsed facebook and realise how I might be isolated in the new school. I mean, there's hardly anyone taking the Arts stream and those who'd be taking are sadly, not close to me at all. But to truthfully think about this, it might be good as I would then be able to focus more on academics rather than any other stuff which might bother me. :) I'd still hang out with UCP and Veggies tho', cos they're my friends for life! Tho' all of them have their own group friends, I would still be there for any one of them if they need help. :) Just like how they were there for me when I needed them.

School's officially starting tomorrow and hopefully I'd adapt to this new environment as soon as possible. I would only be spending two years here and time really flies! In no time, t'd be 2012 and hopefully, I'd be in J2. Well, hopefully is the word. But of cos, what's the pointing of saying it when no action is carried out? I would give it my best shot in everything I promise, tho' I know it's not as easy as it's said and my close friends are describing college as 'hell'. But I guess I'm prepared. I've rested enough and it's time to explore the next chapter of my life. I was just looking through my post on 1st Jan 2011 and I realised that I've accomplished one of my new year's resolutions of getting into MJ! Haha, that seriously makes me happy and it gives me the motivation to work even harder while studying there. I honestly think that motivation is very important. Yes, this is what we always hear from people around us and it gets boring over some time, but trust me, it's true. Without motivation, how are we supposed to push ourselves forward without stopping so frequently? Ttruth be told, we're humans and we always need some rest after a long and tiring journey. However, after resting, we have to find ourselves new motivations to keep us moving forward, and it would definitely be better if we're moving at a faster pace than before. Having said all these, I have a plan that suddenly pops up in my head and I guess, I should just carry it out. :) From today onwards, I would carry post-its and my schedule book around. Hopefully, after each lecture or tutorial, I would have the time to quickly jot down what I've learnt and review them eventually at the end of the day. :) Haha, it sounds simple, but do you really think it is? I don't actually think so but there's no harm giving it a try.

My mind is actually blank now and I don't know what else to say here. How am I feeling about going to a new school tomorrow? Well, I'm having mixed feelings about it. Probably excitement, fear, anxiousness, curiousness, and whatever you can think of to suit my feelings. I have to admit that there's something that's mind-bothering for me and that is the hope to make new friends. I know, I know how intimidating I've always looked. I've always been trying to change that but I guess I still need time. I don't really like the feeling of putting on a fake smile when I'm not feeling happy. I don't want people to have a false impression of me. But at the same time, I don't want people to be afraid of me and fun away from me. It just bothers me. But I guess the best thing to do is to not think about it and be myself. I should just be excited for school tomorrow and put on a genuine smile. :) Anyway, I'm gonna see lots of familiar faces tomorrow and it's just gonna be a school day filled with surprises, haha.

I guess that's all for me today and I'm probably gonna sing some songs, forget there's school tomorrow until my mum wakes me up and be a happy happy kid. :D Adiós!

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