think happy
Yay! My first time blogging using my phone! Not quite used to it though. It seems weird and it is super tedious to type like this. But nevermind, for testing sake. :)
Omg, the audition for dravidian is tmr, mind you, tmr! I'm nervous, scared, worried and excited. Mixed feelings, understand? Lol, got bday present from ucp they all and I appreciate it very much! Hahaha. I love it very much.
Aw, Ricky is going to China in a few days time.. Hope that he can have fun there and not stress himself too much. He had been working very hard for the past two months, and it is finally time for him to rest. I remember that he said something like, "We need to rest to travel longer distance and reach our destination, so resting is essential." Haha, how true. Duh, he's my motivation okay. Lol, enough of it.
Stay happy, Ricky!That's all, going to sleep, my hands are aching. Haha.
We need to rest to travel longer distance and reach our destination, so resting is essential.Labels: choir, random
who i am
Yesterday was fun, I did nothing but play and eat yesterday. How I wish yesterday was my birthday, instead of Friday.
But somethings just don't happen the way you want to.I've gotten a 'B' cookie from Joanna yesterday! I'm so happy haha, it's delicious, even though it's broken! Haha. Then went to watch the teacher's concert. Haha, it wasn't a disappointment even though the ticket is only 5 bucks, compared to the freaking 20 bucks in sec one that year. Omg, it was damn funny. We laughed like hell. As usual, Mr Bernard was funny. Unexpected appearances like Mdm Tan and Mr Kang & Mr Sim and last but not least, Mr Mah, were so so so funny. But the singing was, hmm.. HAHA. It was fun.
After the teacher's concert, went to help out at class' stall. I helped like, 30mins and some bitch just snatched the job away from me. And please, I didn't spoil the blender okay? It'll stop automatically when it gets heated; you wouldn't want it to be caught on fire, would you? Damn, I felt extra and stood behind the stall for like, I-don't-know-how-long.
At 1+ went to Mind Cafe with Doreen, Paul and Marc. Haha. It was fun, and I wanna go there again during the March holidays! Yay! Excited. The 'Dirty Game' was damn funny, and yea, we played Taboo. It was fun and lalala~ I'm too lazy to continue. Then went to Sakura to eat. I really wonder why people pay to make their stomach suffer. That's so stupid. I felt like pucking after eating so much, but nevermind, I was happy yesterday.
I first thing I thought of when I woke up this morning is : Homework. damn it. I only have 1 day, no, less than that to complete that. And I'm now blogging. How ironic. Yawn, but nevermind.
Happy Birthday Doreen!I realize that I haven't been listening to anyone's song except for Ricky's.
If things don't go my way, I'll try it the other way.Labels: bazaar, friends, random, school, ucp
happy birthday to me
No matter if it's a good or bad day, today will still be my birthday...
I'm one year older. I have to be more understanding. I have to be more hardworking. I have to behave like a fifteen year-old as I'm no longer fourteen years old. (although it don't really make a difference) I cannot be so stupid anymore and think that everything will go as I've planned. I hope that I can bring happiness to everyone instead of fear. I hope that this world can be better and there won't be anymore hypocrites, which is impossible as there are many around me.
It seems like my birthday has fallen on the wrong day. Many things happened today, and I don't bother to say anymore. I just hope that people who couldn't get into SYF will not be demoralized, as you're done your best. People who got into SYF, don't be too complacent and please
do not mock at other people's misery for not getting in. By doing that, you're showing that you're not a nice person, and mind you, I hate this kind of people.
Today, people in UCP and veggies got in! I'm so happy for them. Hope they feel blessed and nonetheless, work hard for the next audition. :) Happy for them, and yay. To Lynn, Qing and Joanna, in addition of Adolphus, you all haven't won the bet yet okay? Lol. It's not over yet. Muahahaha. Means that I'll probably have a chance of getting 2 bbt, 1 waffle and 1 fries! Hahaha.
I'll still have to thank these people for whatever they've done: (not in any order, and drumroll please!)
Weiqing, Lynn, Sheri, Joanna, Nisya, Kodi, Paul, Doreen, Adolphus, ChengTing, Marc, Yiling, HweeSze, Benjamin, Marcus, AunnNing, PeiKheng, WeiTing, Reena, Isabella, Georgina and Iris.
Thanks guys. you guys are really great.
Weiqing - Never fail to make me laugh. Your singing rocks man, and I'll definitely miss you.
Lynn - Second person to make me laugh the most. Without you, I don't know what will happen.
Sheri - This crazy person who'll always slap me and try to make me laugh, and she'll always succeed.
Joanna - The second crazy person. Quarreling so much but they're friendly, everyone can see.
Nisya - One who never fails to smile and brighten everyone's day.
Kodi - The second one who'll always smile irregardless of anything.
Paul - What;s there to say about this person man?
Doreen - Bitching sessions work the best with you.
Adolphus - You and CT will always accompany me to go recess!
ChengTing - You've probably done too much research on food.
Marc - Taylor's die hard fan who never fails to company you.
Yiling - Another crazy one but funny too.
HweeSze - Great minds think alike and we're the ones with great minds.
Benjamin - You'll never be not pissed when asking him questions.
Marcus - Your 'Happy Birthday' shocked me, I didn't expect you to say that. Thanks.
AunnNing - Your company for whole of sec two is greatly appreciated even till now.
PeiKheng - Your guidance in class is greatly appreciated by me, really.
WeiTing - Sitting with you during Chinese lessons is a joy.
Reena - Heart-to-heart talk works the best.
Isabella - Your birthday message left me a deep impression.
Georgina - Your enthusiasm shocked me, totally.
Iris - Your birthday wish and backing up for me is greatly appreciated.
Things about 2009 birthday:
Birthday Messages• Ranking of birthday message:
Weiqing, Lynn, Sheri, Paul, Isabella, Joanna
• Funniest message:
Sheri's 'Happy Birdday'.
• Most touching message:
Weiqing's 00:00am message.
• Most sincere message:
All messages are sincere, please.
Verbal Wishes• Ranking of Verbal Wishes:
PeiKheng, Weiting, Paul, Jorim, Vanessa, HweeSze, Doreen, Marc, Adolphus, Benjamin, Marcus - OMG, Weiqing, Georgina, Iris
Birthday PresentWeiTing and PeiKheng's cookies. They're simply finger-licking.
Why do I remember these? It means that I cherish these. :) So be glad. and lest but not least... ... ...
I did love you, but maybe it was just too quick.Labels: birthday, birthday 2009
100th
Oh, I had nearly forgotten to blog, due to the fact that I was setting duty and searching for Mr FireStation's songs. They're so nice~ And I think there are going like, 23 going to 30 songs of his on my music player? Lol. The songs are freaking nice, and I've listened to every single song of his albums? (even hokkien songs?!) Okay, I think I should stop it, haha. I realized that he actually composed every of his songs and that he had just bought a mansion (or something like that) for his mother. How filial can he be? His next wish that he hope to accomplish is to cure his eyes. Hopefully he can see the beautiful world one day and I believe that he can. :) Good luck Ricky. You'll succeed.
Sectional was at nine today and I was late. I feel rather bad but nevermind. Haha. Went to have lunch with HS, Qing and SuErn after that at EastPoint. We were like bitching like nobody's business all the way? Lol, but nevermind, I think no one heard us, right?
I think that's all and I'm too sick to blog anymore.
I'm not perfect.Labels: random
black friday
Today is 13th of Feb and it's a Friday. I've known a few months ago that this day is going to come. We had audition today. Yes, SL audition. And I screwed it up. It was a failure for me and I suck. But seriously, if HS don't get into SYF all because of me, I'm so sorry and I'll probably do something about it. I really hope that I can get into SYF. Alright, enough of emo-y stuffs. But thanks those
Usual People (not ucp
lah) who cheered me up like Sheri, who tried her best and I laughed in the end, Paul, who asked me to stop yawning (I cry when I yawn), Lynn, Joanna, Weiqing, Nisya and Kodi. Love you guys loads, and I hope these sec fours can get into SYF or I'll have lesser chances of seeing you guys. :( I am really
not looking forward to that day man. I don't know who am I suppose to go home with, and etc. I can only depend on myself during sectionals and have nobody to talk to. *Sigh* I'll miss you guys seriously. And I really wonder why I am not born two months earlier. I don't mind if I was born in Dec, seriously. At most I spend my birthday with Sheri. :) Haha. Sheri is crazy and funny man. She made me seriously laughed out loud. I think she was the first to make me laugh after the depressing audition.
Paul, can you please stop it? It's not your fault and I went out of tune not because of you. I went out of tune because of myself okay. Please stop blaming yourself and push all the blame to yourself (?!) Nevermind, but just stop saying that "I hate me", "It's all my fault", or any other things like that. Stop it or I'll slap you in your face, seriously.
If that's what we get, we should accept it and face it bravely.Labels: audition, choir, school
hope for better
Two days to Audition Day, and still counting as time flies by. I really don't know what will happen. Will I be kicked out? Will I go out of tune/out of beat/sing wrong lyrics? Will I be selected? I just hope for the better.
Anyway, had chem test yesterday and phy test today. I studied a lot for chem test and didn't really studied for phy test all because I was complacent. I'm mad with myself. Chem test was okay, but phy test was a horror. Firstly, I didn't bring calculator to school. Secondly, there are many questions that required complicated calculations. Like wow, I'm going to
pass. However, I think I did well for almost every questions in the paper except for the calculations questions. So I hope that I'll at least pass. I've learnt my lesson seriously and I won't be so complacent the next time. :|
Alright, I'll stop all those things that have been affecting my mood for the past two hours. To think of the bright side, it's two days to Friday - my favourite day! 1) Lessons end at 1230 on that day. 2) Only teachers whom I like are teaching on that day. (Mdm Tan, Mdm Rohana, Miss Ong! - They rock.) 3) The next day is Sat - Valentines' Day. :) 4) And there's obviously, Choir! Hahaha. I seriously love Friday.
"Why?" is the greatest question on earth.Labels: audition, choir, random, school
其实我也不知道
你的眼光其实我都感觉得到
有些事情本来就很奥妙
无心的玩笑 故意挑剔的争吵
都是爱情的前兆
你的眼泪其实我也感觉得到
有些事情真的很难预料
爱情的面前 我们真的太渺小
应该怎麽说才好
其实我也不知道 其实我也很苦恼
其实我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了紧紧的拥抱 谁能承诺天荒地老
我的苦笑 是否你能明了
其实我也不知道 其实我也很煎熬
其实我也想过放弃一切什麽都不要
缘份如此美妙 却又如此困扰
是欢笑迷宫 又像寂寞监牢
让人只想逃跑
嘿 谢谢你对我那麽好
我 常常觉得无以回报
爱 就是这麽微妙
它无法强求 它出现的时候不必寻找
Labels: lyrics, song, songs
unbelievable nightmare
You know things are driving me crazy. I mean, school work can still be cope, but, somethings are just crazy. Like:
1) There are 3 tests next week. - I'm disappointed with my emath and amath test result. emath - i got the sign wrong and it caused me 3 marks away from full marks. amath - i didn't fare well, b4, mind you.
2) There will be audition on the 13th of Feb for all SLs (Black Friday, mind you), which is six days away from tmr. - I think I'm gonna be the first to be kicked out and I suck. :(
3) There are two secrets which troubles me and I feel bad about it. - I'm trying hard to be normal and think that everything was a dream.
4) I just hate physics. I just can't do the conversion of units, and I'm totally bored of it.
5) I regret taking history, even though the history textbook is so 'chio'.
Despite having all these so-called my nightmares, I'll have to be grateful to have:
1) The Veggies - Though they are semi extinct, they still care for everyone one. And I thank them for being so patient to listen to all my mutterings towards anything.
2) UCP - Just wanna say thanks especially Paul and Doreen, you both know why.
Warning: The following content will be boring and you are allowed to leave at any point of time when you feel like it. -
It's a description of myself done by yours truly, to make you know more about me.I think I am a person who aims for perfection even though I am not that perfect. I always wants the ducks to be in my row and if there is anything or anyone who prevents me from getting what I want, I will get mad. I am a very sensitive person. I take criticisms more seriously than I take anything else, be it praising, etc. I will always remember what a person say to me, and if you say something about me, for instance, "She's very fierce!" I'll forever remember you. Not that I want to take revenge on you or something, but whenever I see you, I'll try my best to improve. However, if you praise me or say nice things to me, I'll probably forget it in a few days time unless it's something special like, "Happy Birthday!" or something like that. I'm weird, you can put it like this. I'm seriously not as fierce as I look, really. I mean, I don't want such a look too. Even my normal, emotionless face looks scary. It's that sad?
Okay, I think I've said enough. Today, many things happened. And I'll forever remember how Sheri slapped me and I practically kneeled on the ground cos I laughed too hard. Lol, it was funny. Then I thought that she was funny at the same time weird when she sudden steps on my feet without warnings. Haha. Reminds me of Paul who stepped on my feet just to show how he accidentally stepped on someone's feet. Okay... Haha. It's finally Friday and I can blog. The cycle will soon continue in two days time and back to the tiring schooldays. I just hope time can stop and wait for me. I really don't want to go for the audition to embarass myself in front of the whole choir.
But nevermind, there are always things we look forward to. It's always to see veggies, ucp and listen to Ricky's songs and last but not least, friday that I'll always be looking forward to. 8) Still waiting..
We should believe in ourselves in whatever we do.Labels: boring days, choir, emo, random, school