welcome
2011
It's finally 2011. What have you guys been doing for the first day of new year? I guess everyone's partying like there's no tomorrow. But that's not the case for me. It was an ordinary day. But there's nothing bad or wrong with leading a day that's ordinary, ain't it? In fact, my days wouldn't be ordinary once I step into the new school, regardless of where I would be going. I've actually been thinking a lot, and I realise that I have been quite foolish and immature in front of my family and friends. After all, I'm still someone with awful mood swings and people around me have to withstand those. I feel terribly sorry for that but I would change for the better in the year of 2011.
Anyway, as I've mentioned yesterday, I'm back here to share my New Year resolutions and this year, there wouldn't be twelve of them. (as far as I could remember, I think I made twelve of them last year and eventually, less than half of them were accomplished) I shall be more realistic this year and be less materialistic. (of course) I'm not really sure how to start with this but oh well, I shall just number them and do some elaboration on them. (in no order of importance as I just jot down whatever comes to my mind)
1) To have a smooth-sailing year ahead for my family
Well, the end of 2010 wasn't really good. I shan't spend time talking about unhappy stuff but I just hope that my dad gets his job soon. Though my sister and I were not really stressed because of financial issues, I can really feel how helpless my mum and dad were. To think that they'd rather sacrifice what they have to bring us happiness, it brings tears to my eyes. Seriously, which parents don't do that? They are after all those who brought us into this world and the ones who gave us everything they have. Without them, I'm positive that we'd be nothing. Thanks dad and mum for everything for the past 16 years and I hope that 2011 would be a way better year than 2010. :)
2) To get into MJC
Honestly, I'm leaving everything to God cos' there's nothing I can do to change my results or whatsoever. However, even if I don't get into this school, I wouldn't blame anyone even though it wouldn't stop me from feeling disappointed. Hopefully I would get in there and join the photography club as it sounds rather cool and I would like to pick up something new. I hope to get in there as it seems like a second Dunman. Many regard this as boring and whatsoever but it's not the case for me. I'm more than happy actually to be studying in another school just like Dunman. Furthermore, I have my lovely seniors there. :) Alright, this sounds really cheesy, but it's true. And if I get in there, I would definitely pick the Arts stream as obviously, I'm more suited for Arts than Sciences. Probably taking Math as a contrasting subject too. :)
3) Get a Macbook
Alright, let's be clear about this. It's not like I'm using a lappy now because I don't have one, as I only own a desktop and I really want a lappy badly. It's not because I want whatever people has but I think it would be of great convenience if I have a lappy instead. However, I might not get it as soon as my dad stll hasn't got his job confirmed. Well, I hope it gets confirmed soon so that we're able to have a joyful CNY. By the way, I can't wait for it to come! But I know my parents don't really like it as financial issues would be brought up again. :/ Nevertheless, I hope my family would have a happy CNY.
4) To lose some weight
Seriously, I hate talking about this issue but I just have to lose some weight. Not as if I'm some anorexic model but I guess everyone wants to look better and be healthier. There's nothing wrong to be fit unless it's to an extent that one is anorexic. I do admit that I love food though, (who doesn't?) but I would try my best to cut down on my diet but at the same time, eat healthily. :)
5) To make new friends
Guess people would be thinking that this is extremely funny as this is one of the easiest things on earth. But it's not for me, especially in a new environment. I'm a rather anti-social people and I don't trust people easily. It's hard to be my friend cos' I judge people secretly. (not by their looks of cos) Yeah, I do, as after all, I'm still a human. I have certain kind of people whom I dislike and I hope that they would have minimal contact with me this year, no matter who they are. And yes, they are the hypocrites. Seriously speaking, these people are worse than haters. At least haters have the guts (?!) to insult you in your face. At least they do not hide their real feelings about one. At least they're still trustworthy after all. But what about hypocrites? I think they're trash. Yes, I do agree that some emotions and comments are meant to be hidden as they're better not to be disclosed. However, hypocrites hide all their emotions and comments, especially negative ones and back-stab people. I hate these people, especially those who betray their friend's trust. And yes, I have encountered one and apparently that person is still being regarded as the angel in others' eyes. Alright, I guess I shouldn't spend time and space rambling about how much I hate hypocrites but back to topic, I would really wanna make new friends, and hopefully nice ones that trust me and are trustworthy. I think trust is one of the most important elements in friendship. And well, to be honest, I'm not really trusted by whoever out there, apparently. But fortunately, I know my family trust me. :)
6) To stay in good contact with people whom I cherish a lot (since we're leaving Dunman, or have already left)
I wouldn't wanna list all of them here as I've met a lot of people who've helped me in one way or another, but I just hope to keep in good contact with them. Thankfully, I'm still in contact with the Veggies after one year and I still love them like I used to! Really hope to meet up soon when they're all free as I've missed the last one, aw. Anyway, special mention for my next group of friends, the UCP. They're great too. And I don't know why, I also have to mention this person as I've had one of the best times in Dunman because of her, and she's AunnNing. :) Well, she's real smart and leaving for RJ but I really hope to keep in contact with her! :D
I guess my New Year resolutions would end here or I'll think of other impractical resolutions that I wouldn't keep to. Those that have been mentioned are quite realistic, I guess, and hopefully, on the 31st of December in 2011, I'd look back at this post, realising that all my resolutions would have already been accomplished! :) I'm feeling excited as I talk about it and hopefully, I repeat, hopefully they would all come true. Of course, without the lack of determination and discipline! :D
Anyway, as I've mentioned yesterday, I'm back here to share my New Year resolutions and this year, there wouldn't be twelve of them. (as far as I could remember, I think I made twelve of them last year and eventually, less than half of them were accomplished) I shall be more realistic this year and be less materialistic. (of course) I'm not really sure how to start with this but oh well, I shall just number them and do some elaboration on them. (in no order of importance as I just jot down whatever comes to my mind)
1) To have a smooth-sailing year ahead for my family
Well, the end of 2010 wasn't really good. I shan't spend time talking about unhappy stuff but I just hope that my dad gets his job soon. Though my sister and I were not really stressed because of financial issues, I can really feel how helpless my mum and dad were. To think that they'd rather sacrifice what they have to bring us happiness, it brings tears to my eyes. Seriously, which parents don't do that? They are after all those who brought us into this world and the ones who gave us everything they have. Without them, I'm positive that we'd be nothing. Thanks dad and mum for everything for the past 16 years and I hope that 2011 would be a way better year than 2010. :)
2) To get into MJC
Honestly, I'm leaving everything to God cos' there's nothing I can do to change my results or whatsoever. However, even if I don't get into this school, I wouldn't blame anyone even though it wouldn't stop me from feeling disappointed. Hopefully I would get in there and join the photography club as it sounds rather cool and I would like to pick up something new. I hope to get in there as it seems like a second Dunman. Many regard this as boring and whatsoever but it's not the case for me. I'm more than happy actually to be studying in another school just like Dunman. Furthermore, I have my lovely seniors there. :) Alright, this sounds really cheesy, but it's true. And if I get in there, I would definitely pick the Arts stream as obviously, I'm more suited for Arts than Sciences. Probably taking Math as a contrasting subject too. :)
3) Get a Macbook
Alright, let's be clear about this. It's not like I'm using a lappy now because I don't have one, as I only own a desktop and I really want a lappy badly. It's not because I want whatever people has but I think it would be of great convenience if I have a lappy instead. However, I might not get it as soon as my dad stll hasn't got his job confirmed. Well, I hope it gets confirmed soon so that we're able to have a joyful CNY. By the way, I can't wait for it to come! But I know my parents don't really like it as financial issues would be brought up again. :/ Nevertheless, I hope my family would have a happy CNY.
4) To lose some weight
Seriously, I hate talking about this issue but I just have to lose some weight. Not as if I'm some anorexic model but I guess everyone wants to look better and be healthier. There's nothing wrong to be fit unless it's to an extent that one is anorexic. I do admit that I love food though, (who doesn't?) but I would try my best to cut down on my diet but at the same time, eat healthily. :)
5) To make new friends
Guess people would be thinking that this is extremely funny as this is one of the easiest things on earth. But it's not for me, especially in a new environment. I'm a rather anti-social people and I don't trust people easily. It's hard to be my friend cos' I judge people secretly. (not by their looks of cos) Yeah, I do, as after all, I'm still a human. I have certain kind of people whom I dislike and I hope that they would have minimal contact with me this year, no matter who they are. And yes, they are the hypocrites. Seriously speaking, these people are worse than haters. At least haters have the guts (?!) to insult you in your face. At least they do not hide their real feelings about one. At least they're still trustworthy after all. But what about hypocrites? I think they're trash. Yes, I do agree that some emotions and comments are meant to be hidden as they're better not to be disclosed. However, hypocrites hide all their emotions and comments, especially negative ones and back-stab people. I hate these people, especially those who betray their friend's trust. And yes, I have encountered one and apparently that person is still being regarded as the angel in others' eyes. Alright, I guess I shouldn't spend time and space rambling about how much I hate hypocrites but back to topic, I would really wanna make new friends, and hopefully nice ones that trust me and are trustworthy. I think trust is one of the most important elements in friendship. And well, to be honest, I'm not really trusted by whoever out there, apparently. But fortunately, I know my family trust me. :)
6) To stay in good contact with people whom I cherish a lot (since we're leaving Dunman, or have already left)
I wouldn't wanna list all of them here as I've met a lot of people who've helped me in one way or another, but I just hope to keep in good contact with them. Thankfully, I'm still in contact with the Veggies after one year and I still love them like I used to! Really hope to meet up soon when they're all free as I've missed the last one, aw. Anyway, special mention for my next group of friends, the UCP. They're great too. And I don't know why, I also have to mention this person as I've had one of the best times in Dunman because of her, and she's AunnNing. :) Well, she's real smart and leaving for RJ but I really hope to keep in contact with her! :D
I guess my New Year resolutions would end here or I'll think of other impractical resolutions that I wouldn't keep to. Those that have been mentioned are quite realistic, I guess, and hopefully, on the 31st of December in 2011, I'd look back at this post, realising that all my resolutions would have already been accomplished! :) I'm feeling excited as I talk about it and hopefully, I repeat, hopefully they would all come true. Of course, without the lack of determination and discipline! :D
2011, here I come!
"Whatever you did in 2010 it has already happened. You have learned, and make 2011 better than 2010."
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