So it's the last day of 2010. What's everyone up to? As for me, I've nothing to do. After all, I might still be an anti-social kid as everyone seems to have their own friends to celebrate with. Well, I can't actually blame anyone because I guess I'm apparently an acquaintance to most of them, or rather, all of them. What's worse is that my parents would be out this evening to probably after midnight and countdown to 2011 with their friends. I can't believe that that's happening. Even my parents are out, and I have no one to go out with. *sigh* I shouldn't harp on that anymore and let's move on to New Year's resolutions. I know I haven't accomplished all of 2010's or rather, I've accomplished none. I can't actually refer to anything now as I have no reference at all. (deleted them, remember?) However, I do remember saying that I wanna learn guitar and pick up photography classes. And all these are still left unaccomplished. Partly because I don't have the ability to do so now. Dad's jobless and his new job ain't confirmed. I just hope he gets it so that life would be so much better for us in the year of 2011.
Anyway, since I have nothing to do today, I thought it might be a good idea to come by here and blog. And oh, I'm also not going out tomorrow. Well, who can I blame again? Nobody but myself. I don't actually get it. Is it because I do not have the initiative to ask people out? I don't actually think so because I get rejected 90% of the time. But honestly, who would wanna go out with an idiot who's so boring? Someone who has no plans, who does things by her mood. What an idiot, isn't she? Alright, I have totally no idea why I'm scolding myself like this. For the past 16 years, it has always been like this but it seems like I'm feeling different this year. I don't know why.
I should pretty much stop this as after all, I would still be going out with UCP on Sunday to celebrate Paul's 17th birthday. How time flies. And hopefully it wouldn't rain on that day or it'd be a waste to go to Sentosa. Speaking of it, I haven't been there for quite some time and I wonder how it's looking now. Probably great. Greater than I can imagine. I should seriously stop being so pessimistic about life at this point of time as I believe it probably brings bad luck to the new year, haha.
I guess that's all for now and I would be coming back here to blog about New Year's resolutions and some other stuff, so bye for now.
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