31st december 2010
So it's the last day of 2010. What's everyone up to? As for me, I've nothing to do. After all, I might still be an anti-social kid as everyone seems to have their own friends to celebrate with. Well, I can't actually blame anyone because I guess I'm apparently an acquaintance to most of them, or rather, all of them. What's worse is that my parents would be out this evening to probably after midnight and countdown to 2011 with their friends. I can't believe that that's happening. Even my parents are out, and I have no one to go out with. *sigh* I shouldn't harp on that anymore and let's move on to New Year's resolutions. I know I haven't accomplished all of 2010's or rather, I've accomplished none. I can't actually refer to anything now as I have no reference at all. (deleted them, remember?) However, I do remember saying that I wanna learn guitar and pick up photography classes. And all these are still left unaccomplished. Partly because I don't have the ability to do so now. Dad's jobless and his new job ain't confirmed. I just hope he gets it so that life would be so much better for us in the year of 2011.
Anyway, since I have nothing to do today, I thought it might be a good idea to come by here and blog. And oh, I'm also not going out tomorrow. Well, who can I blame again? Nobody but myself. I don't actually get it. Is it because I do not have the initiative to ask people out? I don't actually think so because I get rejected 90% of the time. But honestly, who would wanna go out with an idiot who's so boring? Someone who has no plans, who does things by her mood. What an idiot, isn't she? Alright, I have totally no idea why I'm scolding myself like this. For the past 16 years, it has always been like this but it seems like I'm feeling different this year. I don't know why.
I should pretty much stop this as after all, I would still be going out with UCP on Sunday to celebrate Paul's 17th birthday. How time flies. And hopefully it wouldn't rain on that day or it'd be a waste to go to Sentosa. Speaking of it, I haven't been there for quite some time and I wonder how it's looking now. Probably great. Greater than I can imagine. I should seriously stop being so pessimistic about life at this point of time as I believe it probably brings bad luck to the new year, haha.
I guess that's all for now and I would be coming back here to blog about New Year's resolutions and some other stuff, so bye for now.
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26th
Well, Christmas was memorable, I would say. The picnic was okay, or rather leaning towards the 'bored' section but it was bearable. I mean, there wasn't much interaction and all I felt was awkwardness. Kids playing with sand, adults talking to themselves and well, I guess the thing I did the most was to eat, haha. But it was okay. No presents this Xmas at all, but it's okay. (again) So I went to EastPoint to meet Lin Yu Chun after getting washed up and changed after the picnic. And fortunately, due to the fact that it was raining, my dad decided to bring us there instead. I wouldn't say that the mall was packed with people, but there was a reasonable number of fans there. At least we've got the front-view of him and of course, we took
a lot of photos. Alright, with 133 photos, 3 videos and 1 autographed album, what more can I ask for? :D His live singing was
awesome and oh-my-godly. He's a nice chap by the way too. :) However I'm still disappointed as I can't attend his music showcase today at St. James Dragonfly! It's pretty much unfair as it's M18, which means I can't get in at all, even with his album as it's a pub meant for adults. Grr... How dumb can this be? But whatever, I'm just gonna lie to myself that there isn't such thing (tho' I've just reminded myself of it) and here are some photos to share. :)

Apparently we looked like refugees from some natural disasters because we had no shelter to seek for when the rain came so suddenly. :P










Haha, I've just flooded this blog with Lin Yu Chun's photos and I'm feeling rather guilty now. By the way, I've watched 'Come Fly With Me' by Matt Lucas and David Walliams and it was great and funny! Alright for now, adiós! :D
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christmas '10
Yeah, Merry Christmas to everyone out there. Well, time passes really fast. It seems like it was yesterday when I celebrated Xmas '09 with my family. Oh my. It does surprise me actually. But at the same time, I'm rather glad that Os are finally over and I have time to enjoy myself. (not really enjoying myself that much, but rather, doing nothing all day long) Whatever it may be, I would cherish the free time I have now as I know life wouldn't be easy the next year, no matter where I go, be it JC or poly.
I have actually been thinking, what if I can't get into MJ? There would be a lot of possibilities but I wouldn't be able to make up my mind. I guess to put in simple, I am prepared for the worst. But of course I sincerely hope would get into MJ. I've been kinda preparing to get into the photography club there by reading up on some books borrowed from the library! I know it might sound desperate but after all, my intention is good. Not praising myself tho'.
So anyway, I shall make three wishes for this special day! Well, to actually spice up my blog even tho' I know that no one actually reads it.
1) I hope that dad would get his job in Jan 2011 and hopefully, he would be paid way better than the previous jobs. No, I'm not hoping for extra pocket-money or whatsoever (because I haven't had them for two months) but I hope my family could lead our lives more comfortably in the future. And to add on, I hope that my family and I would continue to live harmoniously under one roof. :)
2) I hope that my sister would be more concerned about her studies and hopefully she would do her best in school, not computer games. As for me, I really hope that I would get at least L1R5 of 10 (of course, the smaller the better) and get into MJ successfully.
3) I hope to be a better person in 2011. Well, now I'm making in sound like my new year resolution, but it's okay. So anyway, I think I haven't been a bad person for the year of 2010 but there are definitely rooms for improvement because nobody's perfect. I know my weaknesses and my strengths and I believe I would be a better person.
So here are my three wishes for Christmas, what are yours? Alright it might seem idiotic as I'm talking to nobody here but sometimes, I think it's necessary to create imaginary readers to give you the motivation to keep blogging, ain't it? Well, it is for me.
In a few hours time I would be in ECP with my whole family for Christmas picnic! Not quite sure what we'd be doing for it, but I know my cousin(s) is/are gonna make it a good and memorable one. :) And afterwards I would be dropping by EastPoint at 5:00 to meet
Lin Yu Chun! Isn't that great? Haha, I've put up a link at his link so if your living in a cave and don't know who he is, you might wanna take a look there. (well, just kidding) And so, I shan't spend the rest of my post rambling about how great he is cos' I'm gonna witness it myself tomorrow! :D I hope to take a photo with him! :P (bleh, stopping it)
Alright so I guess this should be it, as I definitely need to get enough sleep for tomorrow! Adios! :D
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apparently
I did something I regret even till now - deleting all the posts from 2010 onwards here. You might be questioning why there are still posts before this one, and it's because I've exported them from blogger. (which is kinda lucky that I had another blogging platform) Anyway, now it just seems like I have no memories of 2010, or rather, "I've spent my time studying for O Levels instead of blogging." Haha, that's crap but to think of it, it's rather funny. :) I actually still remember the last time I posted an entry here was on the 20th of February 2010, saying that I'd be on a hiatus till the end of Os. And apparently, I didn't return straight after that, but rather, wondered about and even moved on to tumblr, which I later regret. Why did I say that? Firstly, it ain't that bad, but perhaps it's because I'm kinda used to wordpress-style blogging, I guess. :) Anyway, it's already December now and what has actually happened for the past ten months? Alright, it would be a total lie to say that I've studied for Os for the past ten months and never used the internet because of the fact that I have been on twitter 24/7. Twitter is like my mini-blog which I have 6,077 tweets on it now, haha. That's a huge number! I kinda update it very frequently and sometimes, even flood it, which I'm guilty of. However, I've stopped flooding it as much as before or rather, you hardly see me there anymore. But trust me, I wouldn't quit tweeting. :)
Anyway, I was reading some of my posts in the previous years and I find some of them rather questionable. In fact, I was wondering if they were written by me. (and obviously, they were) I think I've grown quite a lot during these years, haven't I? Oh my, I wouldn't even be taking Os this year if I haven't, haha. Wow, some of the posts seriously scare the hell out of me as they're like, Ricky-crazy? Haha, that rhymes but it wasn't intentional. Anyway, I seriously hate the fact that I was so irritating. Sorry guys, if any of you happen to see this. I've just edited or even deleted some of the posts which I found irritating in case anyone still reads this blog and feels like dying, haha. I was so immature then. Not like I'm oh-so-mature now, but at least, I have stopped rambling about my obsessions. Oh and by the way, I still love his songs and him but I feel that it's unnecessary to keep mentioning him as it gets irritating. I understand that totally. :)
Well, I really don't know what else to say now so I guess I'll have to return later. :)
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