What a random title seriously. I realize that this is always what I start my post with, lol. But it's okay, it's the contents that matter, haha. I found this cute.
Dearest fans of mine, I'm going to commit suicide soon, and you're not going to see me ever again. I am just going to inform you people that okay? If you really want to see me for one last time, please come to my house. Please be there in 10 minutes. I'm not going to wait for your arrival. Remember to bring your cameras! For what? To take one last photo with me and post it on facebook, twitterpic or whatever! Haha, please remember me forever as I've at least treated you as my friend once.
Okay, surely no one would want to text that to their friends if they're really gonna die right? Lol, but I just think that it's funny, haha. :) If someone really text that to me, I would think that it's not real, or I'll probably ignore it. ARGH, I'm a bad friend. Haha, just kidding, but if my friends are in danger or in need of someone, I'll be there for them! :D Some kind of good friend I am, right? Lol, just kidding.
OMG, next Tuesday is the deadline for submitting the recording! I was stunned, really. I didn't expect it to be so fast. But one good thing is that, at least it's not audition and we won't have to face Mr Toh's face, which I would probably still shiver in front of him, although it has been three years. (I mean, two and a half years to be exact) Okay, I'm being lame but that's not the main point! O MAGNUM MYSTERIUM! O-M-G~ How am I suppose to survive it? ARGH, nevermind. We'll probably help the ones who need help in both singing and recording on Thurs and Mon. Probably needs SuErn's help on Sat, as time is really running out. ARGH, I have Chinese project on Thurs, and I can only make it on Monday. :/ Or maybe I'll try recording myself, lol. I think it'll sound damn funny. But oh well.
Choir was okay today, but just that some people said that I'm too violent to squeeze SiHui's mouth? Oh whatever, I don't know what it's called. Anyway, I was stunned when Mr Toh suddenly called me, so I didn't know what to do, and fyi, I'm not violent okay?! I just squeezed arder as she didn't want to open her mouth! Grr..
Here's something nice again, haha.

This is Prague. It's really a beauty.
Speaking of Prague, it reminds me of what I've asked Doreen just now on the bus. Both of us don't really want to go for the tour anymore. Reason being, (I shall not expose hers, as it's a not-so-good one) I don't really feel the urge to go for tour anymore. There may be many reasons, but I'm still not very sure now. Firstly, the seniors are gone, and even if they come back, I would feel useless and I'll just be another burden to them. Secondly, I feel that our standard dropped, and singing O Magnum is not as holy and happy as before. Okay, maybe these two are the main reasons, but there are also other less important factors which are really "not allowing" me to go for the tour. I really feeling confused and I'm at a loss. But oh well, I shall check with Doreen again for her decision and we'll decide if we're gonna tell Ms Yeo on Fri. :)
Well, I shan't think so much or I'll be depressed again. There are so many things to think about. I think it's better to excuse yourself for some of the less important ones. :) In that case, you'll be more carefree, and you'll have less problems that are approaching. :D Lol, I've become a motivational speaker blogger in one way or another. (I'm sorry, but I can't really speak. I kinda gets on my nerves when I'm loss for words, lol)
Going out with Dodo Doreen tmr! Please don't scold me for not organizing sectionals or something, but Hs, SuErn and I are really busy, and this has basically explained it all. Anyway, hope that we can really study successfully, due to the fact that there are not much distractions around us. Haha, maybe we shall take some random pics, (I haven't taken one since that day) and maybe practise singing O Magnum! OMG, it's a little contradicting as I've said I'm a little disappointed with our O Magnum standard but here I am, a little crazy and obsessed with this holy song. :) But I think that's good. And hope we'll have some nice food like Niwa Sushi tmr! Excited!~ YAY.
Argh, even though I'm sure more than 50% of the people voted for extended holidays, the government still wants school to reopen, which is kind of disheartening for most of the students, including me. I mean, I didn't really "enjoyed" my holidays seriously. I mean, I can't even get a few consecutive days of resting! My (including my other's) holidays revolve around choir, sectionals, lessons, a little of ltc and project meetings. It's like, OMG? And the recording deadline adds another disadvantage of not having extended holidays. ARGH. First week of June is choir camp, second week is ltc, third week are sectionals and choir, and this week, I'm kind of sick of this. I mean, I don't mind sectionals and choir, but I really can't have enough rest. Alright, I shall not "complain" about all this, but to face the reality and wake up from my dream, lol.
I'm kind of obsessed with twitter, really. And I seriously want
N97! It's so cool. I really hope that my father wants to change the phoneline (or whatever you call that) from Starhub to Singtel. So that I can grab a chance to get the phone. OMG, so evil of me to think of this. But nevermind, we'll talk about that, and I'm obsessed with it! Haha, nevermind, I'm crazy.
Alright, it's 10 now, and I'm really tired and feel like dozing off. got to go! Bye! Haha.
Face the reality, wake up from your dream.Labels: choir, friends, happy, mixed feelings, random, worried