tree house
I've just watched a show about tree house and it's so cool. I hope I can build something like that one day, haha, if I have a chance to go abroad, of course. A lake house like the one in 'The Lake House' would be nice too. It's gorgeous, but the only fact that it doesn't really make sense is that almost 70% of the house is made up of transparent glass, lol. But it's nice! I would like to buy such house. If you do not have an idea of how the house looks like, here's it.

Ain't it gorgeous? It is, just admit, lol. Argh, I can't wait to live in my own house! Nah, just kidding. Why would I live in my own house at this age/ I think I'll be scared till death if I live alone. Imagine living in a big house at night and the lights suddenly went off. That's scary. At least I don't have to be afraid of such things now. I'll probably stop talking about this, cos I myself is getting bored.
Tomorrow.Labels: random
chocolate cake
I’ve gotten myself so-called a new haircut, and I look a little… too kiddy, if I could put the hairstyle in words. I think the hairdresser cut more than 2 inches of my fringe and I kind of feel heartbroken. Nah, just kidding. A new haircut, a new beginning. School’s reopening in two days time, and I really don’t feel like going back. :/ I’m in my holiday mood now, argh. I don't really feel good about things. But hey, there's finally something for me to look forward to, and that is tomorrow's Music Award! Yay, and I'm gonna see Ricky! :D I'm happy, although I know the possibility of him getting that award is slim, I'll still support him as he worked hard for the current album. :)
Anyway, I was listening to the radio while cutting my hair this morning, and I heard some stuffs about children/teenagers having depression, and they even gave a checklist about it. After hearing it, I realize that I do show some signs of depression sometimes, haha. But I think that it's just a habit of mine to keep quiet almost every time, and to usually hide my emotions, lol. So it's not exactly true.
I've just watched the trailer of 'The Time Travellers Wife' and it's so nice. I will definitely watch it. It will be released on 14 August, and I hope it's after EOY, and not like, before or in the mist of it. :/ But it's a nice movie and I'm so gonna watch it! Click
here for the trailer. I'm quite interested in the book too.
Oh, and speaking of book, I still haven't done the reading journey. Argh, gonna be in dead meat. But it's okay, I've read some books during the holidays, and these books can finally do something useful besides providing me with knowledge, lol. I love the book 'Time Stops for No Mouse' by Michael Hoeye although it may be a little funny as this book talks about the life of a mouse, lol. I love Hermux Tantamoq, the watchmaker in the book! He It is so cute, haha.
Alright, got to go, bye and no nice stuffs for you guys today, haha.
Love comes and go without realizing.Labels: random
hello & thank you
What a random title seriously. I realize that this is always what I start my post with, lol. But it's okay, it's the contents that matter, haha. I found this cute.
Dearest fans of mine, I'm going to commit suicide soon, and you're not going to see me ever again. I am just going to inform you people that okay? If you really want to see me for one last time, please come to my house. Please be there in 10 minutes. I'm not going to wait for your arrival. Remember to bring your cameras! For what? To take one last photo with me and post it on facebook, twitterpic or whatever! Haha, please remember me forever as I've at least treated you as my friend once.
Okay, surely no one would want to text that to their friends if they're really gonna die right? Lol, but I just think that it's funny, haha. :) If someone really text that to me, I would think that it's not real, or I'll probably ignore it. ARGH, I'm a bad friend. Haha, just kidding, but if my friends are in danger or in need of someone, I'll be there for them! :D Some kind of good friend I am, right? Lol, just kidding.
OMG, next Tuesday is the deadline for submitting the recording! I was stunned, really. I didn't expect it to be so fast. But one good thing is that, at least it's not audition and we won't have to face Mr Toh's face, which I would probably still shiver in front of him, although it has been three years. (I mean, two and a half years to be exact) Okay, I'm being lame but that's not the main point! O MAGNUM MYSTERIUM! O-M-G~ How am I suppose to survive it? ARGH, nevermind. We'll probably help the ones who need help in both singing and recording on Thurs and Mon. Probably needs SuErn's help on Sat, as time is really running out. ARGH, I have Chinese project on Thurs, and I can only make it on Monday. :/ Or maybe I'll try recording myself, lol. I think it'll sound damn funny. But oh well.
Choir was okay today, but just that some people said that I'm too violent to squeeze SiHui's mouth? Oh whatever, I don't know what it's called. Anyway, I was stunned when Mr Toh suddenly called me, so I didn't know what to do, and fyi, I'm not violent okay?! I just squeezed arder as she didn't want to open her mouth! Grr..
Here's something nice again, haha.

This is Prague. It's really a beauty.
Speaking of Prague, it reminds me of what I've asked Doreen just now on the bus. Both of us don't really want to go for the tour anymore. Reason being, (I shall not expose hers, as it's a not-so-good one) I don't really feel the urge to go for tour anymore. There may be many reasons, but I'm still not very sure now. Firstly, the seniors are gone, and even if they come back, I would feel useless and I'll just be another burden to them. Secondly, I feel that our standard dropped, and singing O Magnum is not as holy and happy as before. Okay, maybe these two are the main reasons, but there are also other less important factors which are really "not allowing" me to go for the tour. I really feeling confused and I'm at a loss. But oh well, I shall check with Doreen again for her decision and we'll decide if we're gonna tell Ms Yeo on Fri. :)
Well, I shan't think so much or I'll be depressed again. There are so many things to think about. I think it's better to excuse yourself for some of the less important ones. :) In that case, you'll be more carefree, and you'll have less problems that are approaching. :D Lol, I've become a motivational speaker blogger in one way or another. (I'm sorry, but I can't really speak. I kinda gets on my nerves when I'm loss for words, lol)
Going out with Dodo Doreen tmr! Please don't scold me for not organizing sectionals or something, but Hs, SuErn and I are really busy, and this has basically explained it all. Anyway, hope that we can really study successfully, due to the fact that there are not much distractions around us. Haha, maybe we shall take some random pics, (I haven't taken one since that day) and maybe practise singing O Magnum! OMG, it's a little contradicting as I've said I'm a little disappointed with our O Magnum standard but here I am, a little crazy and obsessed with this holy song. :) But I think that's good. And hope we'll have some nice food like Niwa Sushi tmr! Excited!~ YAY.
Argh, even though I'm sure more than 50% of the people voted for extended holidays, the government still wants school to reopen, which is kind of disheartening for most of the students, including me. I mean, I didn't really "enjoyed" my holidays seriously. I mean, I can't even get a few consecutive days of resting! My (including my other's) holidays revolve around choir, sectionals, lessons, a little of ltc and project meetings. It's like, OMG? And the recording deadline adds another disadvantage of not having extended holidays. ARGH. First week of June is choir camp, second week is ltc, third week are sectionals and choir, and this week, I'm kind of sick of this. I mean, I don't mind sectionals and choir, but I really can't have enough rest. Alright, I shall not "complain" about all this, but to face the reality and wake up from my dream, lol.
I'm kind of obsessed with twitter, really. And I seriously want
N97! It's so cool. I really hope that my father wants to change the phoneline (or whatever you call that) from Starhub to Singtel. So that I can grab a chance to get the phone. OMG, so evil of me to think of this. But nevermind, we'll talk about that, and I'm obsessed with it! Haha, nevermind, I'm crazy.
Alright, it's 10 now, and I'm really tired and feel like dozing off. got to go! Bye! Haha.
Face the reality, wake up from your dream.Labels: choir, friends, happy, mixed feelings, random, worried
half-half
Alright. What a random title. Actually, it's Ricky's song, haha. Okay, I'm laughing again upon thinking of him.
Anyway, today's choir was... okay for me, as I was sick and I sat at the back. I feel a little useless, but I can't help it. I don't even know how I fell sick. I didn't eat any fried or oily food, really. I don't even get to touch them as my mom don't even cook fried food, haha. But maybe it's because I'm lack of sleep of something. I just can't get enough sleep these few days. And I'll still have to go to school tmr cos of the Chinese project. ARGH, what a mood-spoiler. I hate meetings seriously. They spoil my mood for the whole day. Anyway, back to 'choir' topic, I think I'll soon go to Altos as my voice seriously can't reach high notes anymore, and I'm feeling that I'm damn airy. I hope that some people understand how it feels like to be left out. I mean, it doesn't feel good at all okay. I think I'll soon not be the SL anymore, as someone better is taking my place. :) Just hope that these are the symptoms of my damn bad sore throat, and I hope tat it just made me brain malfunctioned for a second. :/ It sucks having sore throat and I hope you'll know.
Oh, I'll stop finding the causes of my sore throat or you'll really be bored till death, lol. Oh, btw,
tumblr is great! It's kinda cool, unlike plurk, haha. :) Plurk is not really nice, as it has the 'karma' thingy which kind of sucks as it requires you to increase your karma to use some applications there. Twitter still rocks. :) Haha. Lol, something damn random: I think Green Day's songs kinda hype me up! Especially Basket Case, haha.
Haha. And here's something nice again. :)

By yours truly, and I quite like it. Anyway, fyi, the paper was by me too. It's not any toilet paper or anything, but it's just a page from notebook from ArtBox. Anyway, artbox rocks socks. :) Haha. It sells many cute stuffs that I want to buy, but my wallet doesn't allow. :/ Lol.
I want to have an outing!It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.Labels: choir, random
you took my place
I'm quite worried for tmr's choir practice. I don't know why, but... maybe I'm wrong. I just hope everything turns out well. And next week is the audition! OMGOMGOMG. Anyway, I've just submitted a skin on blogskins, and it is quite well received. You might wanna preview it
here. Haha, support me okay! :)
Ricky's busy again, haha. But just hope that he'll update before school reopens! Nevertheless, I'm still
not sick of his songs, especially 我是你的消防局, haha! :D And omg, here's something nice for you guys.

Ain't it a beauty?
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.Labels: choir, random
blogthings
• Are You Facebook, MySpace, or Twitter?
You Are Twitter
You are energetic to the point of being hyperactive. You are the ultimate multitasker.You don't have much of an attention span for anything. You like things short and sweet.You can't help but let everyone know what you're doing, even if it's just what you're having for dinner.You are big on sharing what's going on in your life. If anything, you share too much!
• What Kind of Fast Food Are You?
You Are a Donut
You are whimsical, creative, and expressive. You love anything cute and colorful.You believe in living for today. You enjoy yourself and don't hold back. You are driven by your inspiration.You never know where each day will lead you. You are a unique, offbeat character. People find your unpredictable ways charming.
• Are You Right or Left Brained?
You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
• How Bitchy Are You?
You Are 38% Bitchy
You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!
• What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.,You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.,Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
• How Much Pride Do You Have?
Your Pride Quotient: 59%
You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression.
• Are You Extremely Sensitive?
Your Sensitivity Score: 70%
You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.
• What Kind of Friend Are You?
You Are A Loyal Sidekick
You aren't the most visible one in your group, but that's okay. You're always up for a good time or conversation. And you stick with your friends no matter what. You're unbelievably loyal. You may feel under appreciated - but it only seems that way! Your friends would be lost without you.
• What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
You Are a Thespian
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.
Your strength: Your warm heart
Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions
Your power color: Black
Your power symbol: Musical note
Your power month: February
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Well, now you know how bored I am. Time really passes slowly today. And I'm listening to Ricky's hilarious audio now, haha. :) I feel hungry and all that stuffs. There's sectionals tmr and I'm kind of sick of those people who are like asking obvious questions. It's so irritating. Really. I feel really tired and hungry now. I don't know why. :/ Don't feel well at all. I think I'm going to fall ill really soon.
To do list after Os: (that's like 1 year more)
• To take up guitar lessons
• To learn to kayakWhat we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous.Labels: quizes, random
so beautiful
We went out yesterday to that isolated karaoke lounge and sang yesterday. It was rather fun, with crazy people like HS, lol. Just kidding. Anyway, it was okay, just that YL just kept quite throughout the whole session. I realized that I love to use the word 'session' and it's sometimes irrelevant to use it. but I think it's okay. at least you know what I'm saying. :) We took photos after that, and hope that HS don't post those horrendous pictures of me. :/ I think I'd rather die than to look at those photos, argh.
I hate this.Labels: friends, random, ucp
strawberry
A random title for this post, like again. I wanted to post after choir camp, but I totally had no mood in doing so, and that's why I'm only posting after LTC, which makes me feel more lethargic after choir camp. My eyes were red since the last day of choir camp and starting of LTC till now. I can feel the stinging pain in my eyes and it's very uncomfortable.
1)
Choir Camp 2009It was a success, I guess. I mean, at least most of the choristers are really bonded, even though our committee just lack of something - communication. The games were successful even though we encountered some problems like out of bound area, which we had to change it last minute, maybe 1hr before the games, but it was still a success overall. I think the people in games department really worked together as one, Doreen, being the games i/c, AunnNing and PeiKheng thinking of alternatives and wild games ideas, and I, for typing the proposal. The facial game was kind of boring and mundane. Sorry people. Many things that I thought of just couldn't work. I didn't know how nightwalk was as I was busying washing the canvas sheets with Doreen. OMG, we felt a serious sense of achievement and were so proud of ourselves after washing those huge canvas sheets okay. It was so difficult and challenging that we did not even care about the detergent on our bodies. But I think nightwalk should be quite fun even though it should be scary instead of funny. Haha. I also didn't really get to know what's going on in orienteering as I was the station master with Estee for one of the games. OMG, and the feeling of waiting for a group for 1hr sucks totally. In the end, only two groups came to our station. But it was okay, I guess. Talent time was quite a success, just that there were some chaos, without the i/c there. But I'm totally impressed with Sandra's performance that she could actually manage, for she's only a sec two. I think she has done her best, and that everyone could see that. If there's a best committee member, it'll definitely be her, for her outstanding performance. I would like to take this opportunity to say that I am a person who don't need or even want the limelight from anyone, and I'll never snatch it away from anyone. I just don't like being the limelight and that's the reason why I'm always at the 'backstage', doing all those stuffs that people do not usually see or appreciate them. But I'm totally fine with it. As long as people enjoy the things that we've plan, I'm okay with it. I'm saying this not because someone snatch the limelight away from me or something, but I just feel a little insignificant in choir. Overall, I really love this camp, and that everything we planned turned out quite well. But I'll never want to wash canvas sheets again.
2)
LTC' 09I would really say that the sub-committee really improved a lot after the debrief on Day 1 of the camp. They really took the initiative to ask for something to do from practically every department like F&B, QM, and many other activities. And I think that this group of sub-comms was really great. At least there isn't someone that I didn't wish to see (or maybe just one), and I enjoyed working with them. As LTC was only two days away from choir camp, all choristers who were involved in LTC were very lethargic. I mean, I'm really tired and even till now, I feel fatigue. But at least I'm a busy person and I enjoy working like this. (okay, that's weird) And for the next two weeks, I'll probably be working on SS project, Chinese project and E Math project. I think I'll have no time to rest. Well, that's life. Alright, stop sidetracking! Haha. Anyway, Ornatus won the best group! YAY! They were great, and their dance got full marks of 100 from every judges! It was indeed very impressive. I think that Tyrannus's performance was also great, just that there was some difficulty in the PA system. Anyway, Emerson is quite nice! Haha, at least I got to know someone new. A great achievement! Lol, just kidding. Anyway, the committee is nice, except for some people. Melvin's funny, Jiang Li is hilarious too, lol. FAs like Zerlina and Mavis rock and I love to listen to their debrief sessions with their groups. Oh, talking about debrief sessions, I actually fell asleep accidentally when I just closed my eyes for about 3 secs, OMG, that was scary and it was unintentionally, really. Btw, it's quite obvious that the session that I fell asleep wasn't Mavis's (Ornatus) or Zerlina's (Tyrannus) cos their sessions were the ones that I would never fall asleep as everyone was engaged, even me. (I was only supposed to help and don't really have to say anything) Anyway, thanks Samantha! *winks* Lol, a secret that only she, Mareenah and I know. Please don't spread it. (ironic, haha) And for the whole of the camp, my eyes were half-opened and the feeling of going for a camp while being so fatigue totally sucks. You'll have to run around, walk distances even though you're tired. And if you're like me, you'll probably lose your balance and fall into the sea while trying to stand up for the boat (kayaking session). LOL, it was so damn hilarious as I said I had a 'water confidence test' in the middle of the sea, haha. I don't know how to swim okay. :X Lol, and it was so embarrassing! But nevermind, at least something for me to remember and it serve as a hilarious memory. Haha! :D And for nightwalk, paired up with Aloysius and we were one of the safety instructors! It was funny when some people got frightened by us even though we didn't do anything. But the insect bites sucks. Overall, I really love the camp, even though I'm in the F&B Department, haha. No more please, no more! *crossed-fingers* I also love this camp even though it was very tiring. It rocks. Btw, I think
GREEN brings luck in LTC cos last year,
Triton got the best group award, and this year, Ornatus got it! Lol, that's so random. But both groups rocked. :D
3) Obviously, after going through both camps with only 2-day interval, I've become a healthier person (lol), and I'm totally tanned. (even my sister say so, as my face is even more tanned, lol) OMG, the difference in skin tone is huge totally! And after falling off the boat while kayaking, I've got myself some bruises and they also serves as memories, lol. And I pulled my leg muscle while sleep just now! OMG, it totally 'shifted' it's position okay! Damn pain. And now it's aching, ouch. But it's okay.
I ♥ CAMPS!Very entertaining.Labels: camps, fun, happy, school
hiatus
CHOIR CAMP'095th June to 7th June
Well, just hope that everything turns out well. I really don't know what to say here. Just feel rather disappointed. I have a feeling that I can't be SL anymore. Just hope that it's a false alarm that my mind is giving me. And someone seem to be more interested in other group rather than his own. I can't say anything, or things will definitely go wrong, or I'll be blamed for everything. I feel useless.
Understanding. Who truly understand others? If everyone understand one another, there won't be any wars or conflict, and earth would be like heaven. That's why I don't really expect much, but to expect the best out of everything. I'm a very picky person, but I can't help it. This is just simply me.
I find it quite disturbing for some people to keep using the word 'shag'. I really don't understand. Is that word so cool? And the worst part is that they totally misunderstand its meaning! OMG. For example, some people said this: "Aiya, A Math and Physics were to
shag." Wow, that's so "cool". I suggest these people to check the dictionary before using the word 'shag'.
I've just heard a song by Ricky, and I love it so much. It's rather addictive, I think. :) And this is a good thing cos I've added another song to my 'favourite' playlist! Okay, I shall get some rest as tomorrow is going to be a long long long day. Have fun people!
Some things do not need to be explained.Labels: choir, random