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Biography

BRENDA
Random facts:
• I'm seventeen.
• I'm an Asian and I'm proud of it.
• I reside in Singapore and I love it.
• I love music, singing, eating, cooking, drawing, designing and photography.
• I'm in the section of Soprano.
• I love Literature. It transforms me into a better individual.
• I love paranormal documentaries and my favourite one is Ghost Adventures.
• I hope to pick up guitar someday.
• My favourite colour is turquoise.
• I prefer British English to American English.
• I'm a twitter-addict.
• I'm more inclined towards Arts than Sciences.
• I know some basic photoshop skills and I can edit photos.
• I'm a pessimist. (Still hoping to kick this mentality away)
• I keep things to myself most of the time.
• I think a lot, and most of the time too much.

Msn/Hotmail - twelveheroes@hotmail.com
Twitter/Tumblr

escape

1) I'm no longer excited for choir camp. I mean, it just stopped about few hours ago. This is the worst thing to happen. How can we expect campers to be excited when we ourselves are not? I guess that will be it. The games will be uninteresting and not memorable at all. I just hope the games work, since objective/aim is the first priority. Well, I have nothing to say. I'm not complaining or whatever. It's your choice to think if I am or not.

2) Hope that choir tee will be settled asap. I just hate irresponsible people who thinks that it's fun when people are chasing after them, for whatever, consent forms, t-shirt sizes, and even meetings. Like, wow. I'm still quite happy with my group, although some people are always MIA and what's not. We've at least settled on group name, identity, and intro. Quite interesting. :) Something that's worth smiling for, haha. I'm rather proud of them as they are doing a really good job.

3) I just don't get it why some people are just like that. I bet someone is unhappy as we're having another meeting tmr just to think and brainstorm on games that Ms Yeo said. I've totally nothing to say. It's like, the games are not working and hence we have to think of other games. Here, this person just agreed reluctantly to go for the meeting. I can see that you're unhappy okay. I'm not dumb. Well, you can just don't come. We don't really mind anyway. We can think ourselves. This is really frustrating as I don't get it why some people can be so... whatever. I don't want to fight about this. It's not worthwhile. I don't give a damn if you read this or not. (I think there's only 1% you'll read this) I just think that you should reflect on yourself more.

4) I think I'm not a friend to you at all. I'm just a company seriously. Someone you would rely on to take bus and go home with you. Someone to rely on when you want to eat with a person. Someone to rely on when you are bored and needs someone to talk to. Someone to rely on when you feel like gossiping about others. When are you there for me? Do you even know that I'm not feeling good? No. You have your real friends whom I think they're much much more important than me. You're the one I trust the most and this is what I get.

5) I tried to cry but I realize that no matter how much I try and squeeze the tears, none came out. I think I'm just tired of all this crying and stuffs that I have no more tears. Maybe I've changed. To be even a more cold and emotionless person. I cannot be blamed for this, really.

6) Today's committee meeting was totally unexpected. I don't know what to say. This is a choir camp. I think the games are going to be... disappointing. Trying out the games and having department meeting tomorrow. I don't know if I'm going to flare up or something. Just hope that I won't. I shall control my emotion.

7) I talked to someone. Not my so-called friends, but my mom. It's rather unbelievable, as I used to think that she'll never understand what I'm always doing because of age-gap. But I'm actually wrong. I've spoken to her for many times, I feel that she give the best advice, and she's the one that make me think clearly all the times. Maybe, I should talk to her more, even though sometimes she may be too overprotective. But I know that she cares the most for me, other than my dad and sis.

8) Sorry to say this, but I've kind of lost my trust for some people. I don't know why. I just feeling that, I'm drifting apart from this world, from everyone.

9) Haha, the t-shirt supplier totally make me laugh. I named the person "T-Shirt" as I don't know what's his name, lol. And it's like, t-shirt sms me, lol. What the hell, I'm so damn lame. Anyway, it's something worth smiling/laughing. :D

10) Ricky has updated and that's another thing that's worth the smile, lol. He says that he's working on new album, and that he loves eating dumplings, haha, same as me. He's playing wii again, and he's thinking of the ways to improve his skills, haha. But his post gave me a motivation to continue what I'm doing and not give up. Although there may be some obstacles that are affecting me, I know that I will succeed. I'll do my best, even if others don't. Haha. I feel so motivated! Thanks to RICKY!

Hello, world.

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