welcome
"Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn’t stop for anybody." -- Stephen Chbosky
tug of war
1) Friday, May 29
Today you may have to brush up on projecting confidence that you really don't feel, all in the name of getting ahead. You may find that a setback you suffer is really short term, so pay it no mind. You will only make things harder by worrying, and worry will accomplish nothing.
Well, just a random post from facebook. Actually, it's not random at all. I just... love to take a look at it when I'm on facebook. I don't know, but I'm rather superstitious.
2) Today, was an okay day. Just that my ass hurts from about 4 hours of sitting, ouch. I mean, I didn't move at all. It's ridiculously boring. There's practically nothing for me to do. After sports day, Doreen and I went to eat subway, and had meeting with Aunn Ning and PeiKheng. Well, I hope it turned out well, cos we spent a lot of time planning the games, thinking of the best possibilities, and I'm serious. Hope the games won't be 'shot at' again. I think you'll understand what I say. But I think this kind of things is inevitable. Well, that's life.
3) I just hate people who are biased. Damned. Why can't people treat one another equally? I just don't get it. Yes, I do treat people different, but at least I'm not biased. Not like someone, who's obvious biased towards another person, which is so obvious that I think even Ricky can see. It's so frustrating, and I shan't talk about thing anymore.
4) Hectic schedule for everyone, and I'm going to report it.
Sat - LTC Trainers' Camp, Sectional, Sun - Outing to look for camp stuffs, Mon - Meet up with t-shirt guy, Trying out of games, Sectional, Tues - Sectional, Choir, Thurs - Buying of camp stuffs, Camp starts till 8th June.
5) Well, I finally know what's loneliness. I finally felt the sense of loneliness during sports day, when I'm sitting with no one by my side, or to be precise, strangers by my side. I feel so, ... dumbfounded, I would say. Is everyone is isolating themselves from me, or is it the other way round? I really don't know why I have this kind of feeling. I'm going to meet the t-shirt person alone on monday.
6) I realize that for the past few posts, i kept starting with a negative, sad, emotional, feel-like-dying tone and ended with a rather optimistic tone. I find this rather weird. it's like, I keep thinking positive when I end, and when I start the post, it's back to the square one. Omg, what's wrong with me? I think, I shall really find some ways to make me a happier person.
7) Anyway, one thing worth to be happy about is that I'm excited about choir camp again! I don't know, but at least I think that our games are going to be memorable, hilarious, interesting and whatever you can think of. :) YAY.
8) You will be emotional about your personal life. Secret intrigues could get you into trouble. Try to take care of the needs of those you love. Use your head and do things to your liking.
Your lucky day this week will be Saturday.
Another random post from facebook again. Maybe I shall follow it and I'll be happier. Really hope that tomorrow will be my lucky day.
What do you do?
Today you may have to brush up on projecting confidence that you really don't feel, all in the name of getting ahead. You may find that a setback you suffer is really short term, so pay it no mind. You will only make things harder by worrying, and worry will accomplish nothing.
Well, just a random post from facebook. Actually, it's not random at all. I just... love to take a look at it when I'm on facebook. I don't know, but I'm rather superstitious.
2) Today, was an okay day. Just that my ass hurts from about 4 hours of sitting, ouch. I mean, I didn't move at all. It's ridiculously boring. There's practically nothing for me to do. After sports day, Doreen and I went to eat subway, and had meeting with Aunn Ning and PeiKheng. Well, I hope it turned out well, cos we spent a lot of time planning the games, thinking of the best possibilities, and I'm serious. Hope the games won't be 'shot at' again. I think you'll understand what I say. But I think this kind of things is inevitable. Well, that's life.
3) I just hate people who are biased. Damned. Why can't people treat one another equally? I just don't get it. Yes, I do treat people different, but at least I'm not biased. Not like someone, who's obvious biased towards another person, which is so obvious that I think even Ricky can see. It's so frustrating, and I shan't talk about thing anymore.
4) Hectic schedule for everyone, and I'm going to report it.
Sat - LTC Trainers' Camp, Sectional, Sun - Outing to look for camp stuffs, Mon - Meet up with t-shirt guy, Trying out of games, Sectional, Tues - Sectional, Choir, Thurs - Buying of camp stuffs, Camp starts till 8th June.
5) Well, I finally know what's loneliness. I finally felt the sense of loneliness during sports day, when I'm sitting with no one by my side, or to be precise, strangers by my side. I feel so, ... dumbfounded, I would say. Is everyone is isolating themselves from me, or is it the other way round? I really don't know why I have this kind of feeling. I'm going to meet the t-shirt person alone on monday.
6) I realize that for the past few posts, i kept starting with a negative, sad, emotional, feel-like-dying tone and ended with a rather optimistic tone. I find this rather weird. it's like, I keep thinking positive when I end, and when I start the post, it's back to the square one. Omg, what's wrong with me? I think, I shall really find some ways to make me a happier person.
7) Anyway, one thing worth to be happy about is that I'm excited about choir camp again! I don't know, but at least I think that our games are going to be memorable, hilarious, interesting and whatever you can think of. :) YAY.
8) You will be emotional about your personal life. Secret intrigues could get you into trouble. Try to take care of the needs of those you love. Use your head and do things to your liking.
Your lucky day this week will be Saturday.
Another random post from facebook again. Maybe I shall follow it and I'll be happier. Really hope that tomorrow will be my lucky day.
What do you do?
Labels: random
escape
1) I'm no longer excited for choir camp. I mean, it just stopped about few hours ago. This is the worst thing to happen. How can we expect campers to be excited when we ourselves are not? I guess that will be it. The games will be uninteresting and not memorable at all. I just hope the games work, since objective/aim is the first priority. Well, I have nothing to say. I'm not complaining or whatever. It's your choice to think if I am or not.
2) Hope that choir tee will be settled asap. I just hate irresponsible people who thinks that it's fun when people are chasing after them, for whatever, consent forms, t-shirt sizes, and even meetings. Like, wow. I'm still quite happy with my group, although some people are always MIA and what's not. We've at least settled on group name, identity, and intro. Quite interesting. :) Something that's worth smiling for, haha. I'm rather proud of them as they are doing a really good job.
3) I just don't get it why some people are just like that. I bet someone is unhappy as we're having another meeting tmr just to think and brainstorm on games that Ms Yeo said. I've totally nothing to say. It's like, the games are not working and hence we have to think of other games. Here, this person just agreed reluctantly to go for the meeting. I can see that you're unhappy okay. I'm not dumb. Well, you can just don't come. We don't really mind anyway. We can think ourselves. This is really frustrating as I don't get it why some people can be so... whatever. I don't want to fight about this. It's not worthwhile. I don't give a damn if you read this or not. (I think there's only 1% you'll read this) I just think that you should reflect on yourself more.
4) I think I'm not a friend to you at all. I'm just a company seriously. Someone you would rely on to take bus and go home with you. Someone to rely on when you want to eat with a person. Someone to rely on when you are bored and needs someone to talk to. Someone to rely on when you feel like gossiping about others. When are you there for me? Do you even know that I'm not feeling good? No. You have your real friends whom I think they're much much more important than me. You're the one I trust the most and this is what I get.
5) I tried to cry but I realize that no matter how much I try and squeeze the tears, none came out. I think I'm just tired of all this crying and stuffs that I have no more tears. Maybe I've changed. To be even a more cold and emotionless person. I cannot be blamed for this, really.
6) Today's committee meeting was totally unexpected. I don't know what to say. This is a choir camp. I think the games are going to be... disappointing. Trying out the games and having department meeting tomorrow. I don't know if I'm going to flare up or something. Just hope that I won't. I shall control my emotion.
7) I talked to someone. Not my so-called friends, but my mom. It's rather unbelievable, as I used to think that she'll never understand what I'm always doing because of age-gap. But I'm actually wrong. I've spoken to her for many times, I feel that she give the best advice, and she's the one that make me think clearly all the times. Maybe, I should talk to her more, even though sometimes she may be too overprotective. But I know that she cares the most for me, other than my dad and sis.
8) Sorry to say this, but I've kind of lost my trust for some people. I don't know why. I just feeling that, I'm drifting apart from this world, from everyone.
9) Haha, the t-shirt supplier totally make me laugh. I named the person "T-Shirt" as I don't know what's his name, lol. And it's like, t-shirt sms me, lol. What the hell, I'm so damn lame. Anyway, it's something worth smiling/laughing. :D
10) Ricky has updated and that's another thing that's worth the smile, lol. He says that he's working on new album, and that he loves eating dumplings, haha, same as me. He's playing wii again, and he's thinking of the ways to improve his skills, haha. But his post gave me a motivation to continue what I'm doing and not give up. Although there may be some obstacles that are affecting me, I know that I will succeed. I'll do my best, even if others don't. Haha. I feel so motivated! Thanks to RICKY!
Hello, world.
2) Hope that choir tee will be settled asap. I just hate irresponsible people who thinks that it's fun when people are chasing after them, for whatever, consent forms, t-shirt sizes, and even meetings. Like, wow. I'm still quite happy with my group, although some people are always MIA and what's not. We've at least settled on group name, identity, and intro. Quite interesting. :) Something that's worth smiling for, haha. I'm rather proud of them as they are doing a really good job.
3) I just don't get it why some people are just like that. I bet someone is unhappy as we're having another meeting tmr just to think and brainstorm on games that Ms Yeo said. I've totally nothing to say. It's like, the games are not working and hence we have to think of other games. Here, this person just agreed reluctantly to go for the meeting. I can see that you're unhappy okay. I'm not dumb. Well, you can just don't come. We don't really mind anyway. We can think ourselves. This is really frustrating as I don't get it why some people can be so... whatever. I don't want to fight about this. It's not worthwhile. I don't give a damn if you read this or not. (I think there's only 1% you'll read this) I just think that you should reflect on yourself more.
4) I think I'm not a friend to you at all. I'm just a company seriously. Someone you would rely on to take bus and go home with you. Someone to rely on when you want to eat with a person. Someone to rely on when you are bored and needs someone to talk to. Someone to rely on when you feel like gossiping about others. When are you there for me? Do you even know that I'm not feeling good? No. You have your real friends whom I think they're much much more important than me. You're the one I trust the most and this is what I get.
5) I tried to cry but I realize that no matter how much I try and squeeze the tears, none came out. I think I'm just tired of all this crying and stuffs that I have no more tears. Maybe I've changed. To be even a more cold and emotionless person. I cannot be blamed for this, really.
6) Today's committee meeting was totally unexpected. I don't know what to say. This is a choir camp. I think the games are going to be... disappointing. Trying out the games and having department meeting tomorrow. I don't know if I'm going to flare up or something. Just hope that I won't. I shall control my emotion.
7) I talked to someone. Not my so-called friends, but my mom. It's rather unbelievable, as I used to think that she'll never understand what I'm always doing because of age-gap. But I'm actually wrong. I've spoken to her for many times, I feel that she give the best advice, and she's the one that make me think clearly all the times. Maybe, I should talk to her more, even though sometimes she may be too overprotective. But I know that she cares the most for me, other than my dad and sis.
8) Sorry to say this, but I've kind of lost my trust for some people. I don't know why. I just feeling that, I'm drifting apart from this world, from everyone.
9) Haha, the t-shirt supplier totally make me laugh. I named the person "T-Shirt" as I don't know what's his name, lol. And it's like, t-shirt sms me, lol. What the hell, I'm so damn lame. Anyway, it's something worth smiling/laughing. :D
10) Ricky has updated and that's another thing that's worth the smile, lol. He says that he's working on new album, and that he loves eating dumplings, haha, same as me. He's playing wii again, and he's thinking of the ways to improve his skills, haha. But his post gave me a motivation to continue what I'm doing and not give up. Although there may be some obstacles that are affecting me, I know that I will succeed. I'll do my best, even if others don't. Haha. I feel so motivated! Thanks to RICKY!
Hello, world.
Labels: random
rotten banana
Such a random title. But who cares? Everyone is too busy to care. Actually, I don't know why I'm blogging here, when I'm supposed to like, do proposal, or at least go through the scores before sectionals start tomorrow. Just finished Bowling comp. posters, and well, not really nice though. But I really can't think of anything to add to it. Today is a tiring day. And so will tomorrow be. :/ This is though man.
1) LTC Trainers' Camp was rather expected. It didn't really turn out well. I mean, I didn't really do well. FYI, I never say that I didn't enjoy or whatever, cos I know that this is a camp and it is supposed to be though. I failed to do something, and that it clearly proved that my reaction time is 3secs while others' are 0.3secs. I totally hate my slow reaction time. It's... stupid, foolish, or whatever. I really don't know what to say. It sucks to be like this. I'm dumb, I'm blur, I admit. I bet many people are very unhappy of me. I think it's cos of my face (wth), my actions and reaction. Damn it. I hate this totally. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone, I'm really sorry. I hate to do this to. But this is me, and I can't change. If I can, I'll probably choose to be like Ricky. (?!) I mean, his actions, his words, his, ... kindness. I've got to learn to be kind to others. (I'm just wondering, when am I not kind to others? I just appear to be unfriendly, that's all. I have no evil intentions or whatever) I just feel, depressed. And to add on, I've got millions of mosquitoes bites. (just exaggerating) I have lots of them, that I look as if I have chicken pox.
2) I don't know why, but God just seem to be playing with me. He knows that I'm feeling bad enough and well, continues to add on to the troubles I already had. Mid-Year was devastating. I failed english, like wow. Even though I'm quite happy with lit, both sections with 17/25, it still doesn't heal the wound. I scored A2 for Chinese, with 38/40 for oral, surprisingly. I failed english.
3) That's not the worst. I've got a feeling that everyone is running away from me. I don't know why, I don't know the reason, but everyone is running away from me. I can't take it anymore, I'm too tired. Nobody seem to be there when I needed them the most. Especially this person, who's obviously angry with me, or something worse. I can't do anything as I don't know what I've done wrong. I'm just going to keep quiet and wait for everything to settle down. God is seriously playing with me. Media Player is on the 'shuffle' mode, and it's playing all sad songs that make me think of the sad things. What's happening to me?
4) I finally understand why I named this post this title. My life is just like rotten banana, with everyone stepping on it, and nobody bothers to pick it up and at least throw it away, as it disgusts people. Am I like this? I really don't know.
5) I have a sudden feeling of not going for the Prague Trip in December. I don't know what to do. If I don't go, I'll disappoint quite a lot of people. And I think Doreen is probably not going cos HS is not. Well, I'll have to accept life. I mean, my life. It's just like this. I'll have to accept it.
6) Being in sop two makes me feel... uncomfortable. I don't know what to do. I really hope that Mr Toh won't kill us tomorrow. I really hope that Soprano can really memorize their scores and help us, at least. I would really appreciate it if they all go to the sectionals tomorrow. I won't give a damn really, if they don't want to go. I'll just slap them. (just kidding)
7) I feel that if I don't stop this anymore, I'm probably going to go crazy. Maybe I shall think of the brighter side: choir tomorrow, learning new song - o magnum, (probably), and I'm going to listen to Ricky. I really hope that this can be over soon. I hope.
8) Maybe things aren't as bad as I think. I'll be positive, maybe, if I can. YAY YAY YAY YAY!
Tired of everything.
1) LTC Trainers' Camp was rather expected. It didn't really turn out well. I mean, I didn't really do well. FYI, I never say that I didn't enjoy or whatever, cos I know that this is a camp and it is supposed to be though. I failed to do something, and that it clearly proved that my reaction time is 3secs while others' are 0.3secs. I totally hate my slow reaction time. It's... stupid, foolish, or whatever. I really don't know what to say. It sucks to be like this. I'm dumb, I'm blur, I admit. I bet many people are very unhappy of me. I think it's cos of my face (wth), my actions and reaction. Damn it. I hate this totally. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone, I'm really sorry. I hate to do this to. But this is me, and I can't change. If I can, I'll probably choose to be like Ricky. (?!) I mean, his actions, his words, his, ... kindness. I've got to learn to be kind to others. (I'm just wondering, when am I not kind to others? I just appear to be unfriendly, that's all. I have no evil intentions or whatever) I just feel, depressed. And to add on, I've got millions of mosquitoes bites. (just exaggerating) I have lots of them, that I look as if I have chicken pox.
2) I don't know why, but God just seem to be playing with me. He knows that I'm feeling bad enough and well, continues to add on to the troubles I already had. Mid-Year was devastating. I failed english, like wow. Even though I'm quite happy with lit, both sections with 17/25, it still doesn't heal the wound. I scored A2 for Chinese, with 38/40 for oral, surprisingly. I failed english.
3) That's not the worst. I've got a feeling that everyone is running away from me. I don't know why, I don't know the reason, but everyone is running away from me. I can't take it anymore, I'm too tired. Nobody seem to be there when I needed them the most. Especially this person, who's obviously angry with me, or something worse. I can't do anything as I don't know what I've done wrong. I'm just going to keep quiet and wait for everything to settle down. God is seriously playing with me. Media Player is on the 'shuffle' mode, and it's playing all sad songs that make me think of the sad things. What's happening to me?
4) I finally understand why I named this post this title. My life is just like rotten banana, with everyone stepping on it, and nobody bothers to pick it up and at least throw it away, as it disgusts people. Am I like this? I really don't know.
5) I have a sudden feeling of not going for the Prague Trip in December. I don't know what to do. If I don't go, I'll disappoint quite a lot of people. And I think Doreen is probably not going cos HS is not. Well, I'll have to accept life. I mean, my life. It's just like this. I'll have to accept it.
6) Being in sop two makes me feel... uncomfortable. I don't know what to do. I really hope that Mr Toh won't kill us tomorrow. I really hope that Soprano can really memorize their scores and help us, at least. I would really appreciate it if they all go to the sectionals tomorrow. I won't give a damn really, if they don't want to go. I'll just slap them. (just kidding)
7) I feel that if I don't stop this anymore, I'm probably going to go crazy. Maybe I shall think of the brighter side: choir tomorrow, learning new song - o magnum, (probably), and I'm going to listen to Ricky. I really hope that this can be over soon. I hope.
8) Maybe things aren't as bad as I think. I'll be positive, maybe, if I can. YAY YAY YAY YAY!
Tired of everything.
Labels: bad, emo, examination, friends, i hate it
disappointment
Maybe someone should just tell me what to do. I'm really confused and I'm not feeling good either. Am I just trying to hard to smile? Am I holding back my tears? Am I trying to act as if I'm emo? Okay, I think I shall stop being lame. The answers to the second-last and last questions are no, obviously. Why do I have to act emo, or why do I even want to cry? Crazy. But what's with the world nowadays?
I wouldn't want to mention mid-year. I failed history, even though I got a 'good' on my paper for one of the comparison questions which I got 6/7. Well, SS was rather unexpected. 13/18 for source-based is quite good for me. But I don't know if Ms Poh marked leniently or something. But nevermind, at least I passed. I got a freaking 4/12 for history essay. Like wow. Great job. Physics, omg, 66%, and what-the-hell. Chemistry Section A, what-the-hell, 25/45. And I thought it was easy. Well, unexpected things happens. Okay, I now realize that it's quite contradicting, as I've said that I wouldn't want to mention mid-year, but I've just said it out. Haha.
Choir was indescribable. We've learnt Jingle Bells and Deck the Hall, but both songs turned out, well, expected, sucky. Sorry, there isn't a word like sucky, but it just sucked. And I'm totally disappointed. I feel like killing myself. Why am I so useless? I don't know what to do. And I've transferred to Sop Two. Please don't mistake it as I don't like sop two, or whatever. But it's just... uncomfortable. (although i was from sop 2 initially when in sec one) And the feeling is... really different. Whatever, I'm not going to talk about it anymore. And wow, sectionals is going to be on mon, definitely. Cos tmr both HS and I can't make it, and I don't know. Maybe I shall ask for help.
And tomorrow is LTC Trainers' Camp. Okay, I admit I'm lazy. But with this kind of mood, I totally have nothing to say. But I'm still going it, as I'm responsible. Okay, lol. But I'm feeling no-good. And well, this sucks. Hope tomorrow's camp cheer me up at least a little, and choir camp cheers the remaining of me up. Okay, the sentence structure looks weird, but I don't really care. :) - finally, a smiley.
Anyway, thanks for those who cared. And those who don't, I really have nothing to say.
"I seriously think that she's more important than me. If you think so, then I have nothing to say. Since she's so important to you and that you chose to go with her instead of me, then I'm really, really disappointed. What you say in front of me and what you say in front of others is different. Totally different. I think it's a different story. Or is it me dreaming that you're that good to me? I really don't know."
Sorry if you hate me now, but I have nothing that I can do. I'm not in a good mood at all. :'( I'm sorry, really. Maybe Ricky will do the trick.
I wouldn't want to mention mid-year. I failed history, even though I got a 'good' on my paper for one of the comparison questions which I got 6/7. Well, SS was rather unexpected. 13/18 for source-based is quite good for me. But I don't know if Ms Poh marked leniently or something. But nevermind, at least I passed. I got a freaking 4/12 for history essay. Like wow. Great job. Physics, omg, 66%, and what-the-hell. Chemistry Section A, what-the-hell, 25/45. And I thought it was easy. Well, unexpected things happens. Okay, I now realize that it's quite contradicting, as I've said that I wouldn't want to mention mid-year, but I've just said it out. Haha.
Choir was indescribable. We've learnt Jingle Bells and Deck the Hall, but both songs turned out, well, expected, sucky. Sorry, there isn't a word like sucky, but it just sucked. And I'm totally disappointed. I feel like killing myself. Why am I so useless? I don't know what to do. And I've transferred to Sop Two. Please don't mistake it as I don't like sop two, or whatever. But it's just... uncomfortable. (although i was from sop 2 initially when in sec one) And the feeling is... really different. Whatever, I'm not going to talk about it anymore. And wow, sectionals is going to be on mon, definitely. Cos tmr both HS and I can't make it, and I don't know. Maybe I shall ask for help.
And tomorrow is LTC Trainers' Camp. Okay, I admit I'm lazy. But with this kind of mood, I totally have nothing to say. But I'm still going it, as I'm responsible. Okay, lol. But I'm feeling no-good. And well, this sucks. Hope tomorrow's camp cheer me up at least a little, and choir camp cheers the remaining of me up. Okay, the sentence structure looks weird, but I don't really care. :) - finally, a smiley.
Anyway, thanks for those who cared. And those who don't, I really have nothing to say.
"I seriously think that she's more important than me. If you think so, then I have nothing to say. Since she's so important to you and that you chose to go with her instead of me, then I'm really, really disappointed. What you say in front of me and what you say in front of others is different. Totally different. I think it's a different story. Or is it me dreaming that you're that good to me? I really don't know."
Sorry if you hate me now, but I have nothing that I can do. I'm not in a good mood at all. :'( I'm sorry, really. Maybe Ricky will do the trick.
bygones
I've just read some posts of the past, like in nov 2007, and so on. Lol, that's so long ago! I keep thinking that I'm still a sec one in 2008, as I have many posts. And in one of the 2008 posts, I saw something like, "didn’t go in the end cos Marc wanted to go to Ikea with Paul and the other sec twos" I then realized that we were sec two in 2008, lol. It's not STM or something, but just, ... memories being mixed up. :) But the feeling of reading these posts is great. (especially the ones on syf) I still feel nostalgic though :/
I feeling kind of... bored, cos I'm practically playing the comp for whole day, unless going out or school. Anyway, today is marking day so we shall keep ourselves excited! Lol, we'll be going to minds cafe later. Hope we'll have fun, and hope that I didn't get the timing or the pricing wrong. :X Alright, but I reckon it would be fun. :D
Ricky, Ricky, Ricky!
What's with you?
I feeling kind of... bored, cos I'm practically playing the comp for whole day, unless going out or school. Anyway, today is marking day so we shall keep ourselves excited! Lol, we'll be going to minds cafe later. Hope we'll have fun, and hope that I didn't get the timing or the pricing wrong. :X Alright, but I reckon it would be fun. :D
Ricky, Ricky, Ricky!
What's with you?
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cape no.7
I've just watched 'Cape no.7' and it's so damn nice! I didn't quite get it initially as the story is rather,... confusing. And they spoke mostly in hokkien since it's a taiwan movie. It's quite a nice movie, and it needs a lot of thinking, lol. That's why I didn't answer it at the beginning.
Anyway, today is the last day of mid-year! And tomorrow is marking day! Hahaha. Discussed camp stuffs till about 2++ today with Paul ,Yiling and Marcus. And all the storyline that Yiling thought of was so funny+stupid. Hahaha. Expected from Yiling though. :X Just kidding. But yay, at least night act, orienteering and games are ready! Muahahaha, and the choir tees are gonna be ready soon! I mean, quite soon, haha. :D
Veggies & UCP blog is rather fun. More fun than UCP's old blog, cos it's dead, haha. But yea, more involvement among the members, haha. :) I quite like the feeling of blogging there! That's why I blog 4 times there and only blog once here. Haha, not because I'm biased or something, but this blog here is precious and I should only blog stuffs that are regarding me, and those stuffs that are important to me, like... haha, Ricky. Lol, and Veggies & UCP blog is somewhere you can blog about anything. Haha, I dare you people to scold anyone there! :X Just kidding, I'm not that evil! Anyway, hope the blog goes well!
And... Choir is resuming this friday!
It's a yay for me cos we'll get to go to bbt after that with veggies! Yay, looking forward to it! (Hope that it's not canceled, postponed or something)
As for Ricky, he didn't update and obviously, he's busy. But I'm still listening to his songs! And he videos rocks, especially his MVs. Haha, so cute. :)
What's the world?
Anyway, today is the last day of mid-year! And tomorrow is marking day! Hahaha. Discussed camp stuffs till about 2++ today with Paul ,Yiling and Marcus. And all the storyline that Yiling thought of was so funny+stupid. Hahaha. Expected from Yiling though. :X Just kidding. But yay, at least night act, orienteering and games are ready! Muahahaha, and the choir tees are gonna be ready soon! I mean, quite soon, haha. :D
Veggies & UCP blog is rather fun. More fun than UCP's old blog, cos it's dead, haha. But yea, more involvement among the members, haha. :) I quite like the feeling of blogging there! That's why I blog 4 times there and only blog once here. Haha, not because I'm biased or something, but this blog here is precious and I should only blog stuffs that are regarding me, and those stuffs that are important to me, like... haha, Ricky. Lol, and Veggies & UCP blog is somewhere you can blog about anything. Haha, I dare you people to scold anyone there! :X Just kidding, I'm not that evil! Anyway, hope the blog goes well!
And... Choir is resuming this friday!
It's a yay for me cos we'll get to go to bbt after that with veggies! Yay, looking forward to it! (Hope that it's not canceled, postponed or something)
As for Ricky, he didn't update and obviously, he's busy. But I'm still listening to his songs! And he videos rocks, especially his MVs. Haha, so cute. :)
What's the world?
not a friend
I've just realized that I'm not a friend, but a company to everyone. In short, a stupid loner. A stupid loner who just sticks with everyone. This sucks totally. I hate this.
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back in time
All these photos bring back memories exactly one month from tomorrow.
17th April 2009.
(for those who want these photos, please go to my facebook and grab them)
Joanna & Nisya
Joanna, WeiQing, Sheri, Kodi, Nisya, Lynn & Georgina
WeiQing, Lynn, Kodi, Marc, Paul, Doreen & Nisya
WeiQing, Joanna, Kodi, Lynn & Nisya
I kind of miss the veggies, even though I see them every day. :/ But it's okay! choir is resuming next friday! Yes! And after choir, veggies (and ucp) can go bbt and bitch bitch bitch just like before SYF! YAY! I'm so happy upon thinking of it. Haha.
Following are just some random photos.
'B' Keychain. Ain't it gorgeous? I love it! I don't even know who this is from, or rather, I forgot the name of that sec 2 guy. Despite the fact that I do set duties, lol.
我是你的消防局, yay! I love this song man.
"I hate these" Lol, 100% random! I drew this by the way.
Yummy ice cream! Yay! So nice, right Doreen and Marc? :D I wanna have them again! YAY!
All these memories are so beautiful that I'll never want to forget them for life, if I have the ability.
PS: I kind of like Twitter. Add me here! :)
If I have one wish...
17th April 2009.
(for those who want these photos, please go to my facebook and grab them)
Joanna & Nisya
Joanna, WeiQing, Sheri, Kodi, Nisya, Lynn & Georgina
WeiQing, Lynn, Kodi, Marc, Paul, Doreen & Nisya
WeiQing, Joanna, Kodi, Lynn & Nisya
I kind of miss the veggies, even though I see them every day. :/ But it's okay! choir is resuming next friday! Yes! And after choir, veggies (and ucp) can go bbt and bitch bitch bitch just like before SYF! YAY! I'm so happy upon thinking of it. Haha.
Following are just some random photos.
'B' Keychain. Ain't it gorgeous? I love it! I don't even know who this is from, or rather, I forgot the name of that sec 2 guy. Despite the fact that I do set duties, lol.
我是你的消防局, yay! I love this song man.
"I hate these" Lol, 100% random! I drew this by the way.
Yummy ice cream! Yay! So nice, right Doreen and Marc? :D I wanna have them again! YAY!
All these memories are so beautiful that I'll never want to forget them for life, if I have the ability.
PS: I kind of like Twitter. Add me here! :)
If I have one wish...
back to wordpress
I know it's very frustrating for me to keep changing from blogger to wordpress, and from wordpress to blogger, and finally I'm back to here again. I think I won't go back blogger anymore. This time for real. Cos there's nothing I can do at blogger anymore, and I no longer create any skins. Well, I've just watched 'My Wife is a Gangster I' recommended by Doreen and it was very nice. I totally love the plot. Anyway, I have been recently watching some very nice shows, like 'Maidens’ Vow', and 'My School Daze'. I don't know, but I'm beginning to like Singapore's Drama more and more, ever since I watched 'Made in Singapore'. And obviously, I love HK dramas more than ever. 'Maidens’ Vow' is a show that's so unexpected and I just simply love it. Alright, enough of dramas. :)
I've just updated my biography page, and I just erase somethings off. I've finally knock some sense into me these few weeks, away from computer. Firstly, I don't want to achieve "my level position 17" anymore, as the person I should compete against is myself, and the person I want to surprise is myself. As long as I've made improvements, it means that I've become better, and that' enough. :)
And now, I'm going talk about the mid years. Well, it was okay. But Chem was so unexpectedly easy. Just hope I would fare well and I won't fail ever again. :/ The feeling of failure sucks man, totally. Seriously, who loves the feeling of it? Haha. A Math, Physics, and Lit were disappointments. Oh, and Chinese too. O-M-G, Chinese paper was hideous. I can't seem to describe it with words, just OMG. And the rest, I shall stop talking about it or I'll probably cry in front of the comp. Anyway, mid year have knock some senses into me and I've finally got things clear. I've figured out somethings in life. (wow, sounds so profound, lol) And... I'm kind of addicted to tv dramas, lol. And that's a bad thing.
Just yesterday, in YuLe, Show cried. Omg, this is the second time seeing him cry! Stupid reporters! He's not a pervert and he's filial by natural. He cherishes his kins more than any one of you, stupid reporters and writers who do not have the guts to mention who you are! Grr, I'm angry and sad for Show. He's really working very hard, and why when an artist is working very hard, no one talks about it and when one has done something "wrong", which is not what Show did as he was only trying to make friends, they make a big fuss about it? Damn it man, this world is unfair and we'll have to face the reality bravely. But no matter what, I'll trust Show and support him! :)
Currently... What am I doing? Lol. I'm currently addicted to Green Day's 21st Century Breakdown. It's nice! I mean, I don't know why I just love it. It's kind of rock, but it's nice. You should listen to it. :) Currently, I'm sitting in front of the comp, typing this, talking to Marc on msn, waiting for Doreen to reply and etc. Well, kind of tired and shall talk more tmr! Good night.
It's never too late to improve and amaze yourself.
I've just updated my biography page, and I just erase somethings off. I've finally knock some sense into me these few weeks, away from computer. Firstly, I don't want to achieve "my level position 17" anymore, as the person I should compete against is myself, and the person I want to surprise is myself. As long as I've made improvements, it means that I've become better, and that' enough. :)
And now, I'm going talk about the mid years. Well, it was okay. But Chem was so unexpectedly easy. Just hope I would fare well and I won't fail ever again. :/ The feeling of failure sucks man, totally. Seriously, who loves the feeling of it? Haha. A Math, Physics, and Lit were disappointments. Oh, and Chinese too. O-M-G, Chinese paper was hideous. I can't seem to describe it with words, just OMG. And the rest, I shall stop talking about it or I'll probably cry in front of the comp. Anyway, mid year have knock some senses into me and I've finally got things clear. I've figured out somethings in life. (wow, sounds so profound, lol) And... I'm kind of addicted to tv dramas, lol. And that's a bad thing.
Just yesterday, in YuLe, Show cried. Omg, this is the second time seeing him cry! Stupid reporters! He's not a pervert and he's filial by natural. He cherishes his kins more than any one of you, stupid reporters and writers who do not have the guts to mention who you are! Grr, I'm angry and sad for Show. He's really working very hard, and why when an artist is working very hard, no one talks about it and when one has done something "wrong", which is not what Show did as he was only trying to make friends, they make a big fuss about it? Damn it man, this world is unfair and we'll have to face the reality bravely. But no matter what, I'll trust Show and support him! :)
Currently... What am I doing? Lol. I'm currently addicted to Green Day's 21st Century Breakdown. It's nice! I mean, I don't know why I just love it. It's kind of rock, but it's nice. You should listen to it. :) Currently, I'm sitting in front of the comp, typing this, talking to Marc on msn, waiting for Doreen to reply and etc. Well, kind of tired and shall talk more tmr! Good night.
It's never too late to improve and amaze yourself.