Painful. The performance just now was painful, totally depressing. I'm not going to say how other people did, but I know that it was definitely not my best and I sucked. Maybe sectional was not serious enough. But hey, it's wrong to say that it wasn't serious enough as georgina actually became quite angry. So was I. I was damn pissed during dravidian and it was... horrendous. Nothing could explain my feeling, and I think only suern and qing understood my feelings. It's like thousand knives stabbing into your heart. Okay, lol, this is lame and it doesn't really hurt that much, I'm only exaggerating. Okay, and there's sectional tmr at seven. I hope this time is really seven, not eight. I don't want to be an idiot anymore, haha. (or at least I read the message carefully, haha.)

Okay, seems like there are to many haha-s in my writing. I shall stop it, or you think that I'm actually that happy. But I'm not that sad either. I've thought to myself this:

We should not keep thinking about the things that has already happened. We should think of the future, something that we can change. The past is something that we cannot change and we must treat it as a learning experience, whether it is good or bad. so, let's work even harder, and more intelligently to achieve our Gold with Honours! :)

Yay, I feel better after writing the motivational paragraph. Haha, I know that we can do it, it's whether we want it or not. It's whether we want to achieve the last 5% or not. :D Must be positive and not be pessimistic! :)

We should think of the future, something that we can change.

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