what's going on
I've decided that I shall blog today, since tmr is the starting of school day, all over again. The boring lessons and etc. Oh yea, the timetable changed, like again?! Grr, but there's nothing to grumble about as it's unchangeable, lol. I woke up this morning feeling damn confused and blur. I was wondering why am I still in bed when I'm suppose to go and pray. And wow, my family left me at home and went to pray themselves. And now, they're back. Zzz~ Quarreled with my dad yesterday and he insisted that I have to go and pray, and have lunch with my relatives, and don't go for sectional. What the hell. I wanted to go and pray but I just don't want to have lunch with them as I don't want to miss sectional! In the end, this was what they did to me. Well, irony, life is full of ironies.
Having a combined sectional later at 3pm at iris's house and wow, I only got to know it like, a few minutes ago from doreen? Ha, how blur I am. But at least I know it before it starts. :) I wonder how it's going to be like. But it seems serious. With georgina, I think no one will screw the sectional up? Or make themselves fools? Lol.
Life's rather mundane for me. Yesterday's meeting was... alright. At least it wasn't as dry as I thought it would be. :) It was okay, but I'm in the F&B department, again. OMG, is it because I love to eat or sth? Lol, just kidding. But it's probably due to the fact that I was in that department for sec one camp. Well, ...
Can someone help me or sth, cos I totally suck at saying 'sorry'. But I don't know why I'm in the wrong. For being too sensitive? If it's it, then I can do nothing about it cos that's me. I can only say 'sorry' which I totally suck at it, and try not to be sensitive anymore. But I just hate irritants, sorry.
Maybe I'm really at fault. I'm sorry.
Will you remember?Labels: boring days, choir, random, school, sectional
living wthout time
I don't know, but my watch spoiled on wednesday and I was totally uneasy. The feeling of living without know the time sucks man. It's like, living your life aimlessly? Lol. So I'm going to buy a watch on sunday after praying and sectional! Haha, new watch man. But seriously, I cannot live without watch. Like wow, was it fate that made our class clock spoil too? Haha.
Today's practice was okay. but we improved, yea. Especially for white horses for sops. I think we will most probably improve in dravidian after know the mistake. And kasar was okay too. Just that... hmm, pitching problems? :| Sectional on sunday! I am seriously getting the "feeling of SYF".
And like wow, I really think english lessons are worse than before man. I'm not complaining, let me repeat myself. It's like, the whole class wants miss ong to come back. Please, who don't? I'll kill that person man. Just kidding, but I think english lessons are not productive. I haven't learnt a single thing, fyi. Grr... The rest of the lessons and subjects are okay, especially literature! I love lit man! <3 It's like, even though it's the last three periods of tues and wed, I wasn't bored at all? Haha. I'm totally interested man, unlike the chem lessons we had in the past..
Argh, there's LTC meeting tmr at 130. Yawn, I wonder what they're going to talk about. Those usual things? I hope that I'm not in department like QM/F&B or something like that again. I mean, I have nothing against it, but, it's...
you know.
Ricky have not updated his blog. I guess he's busy~ Well, he should be like, going everywhere to sing? Haha, jiayou Ricky!
I really love his songs!And jiayou for SYF people! :)Maybe you don't know why I ignored you. But you didn't bother to ask.Labels: choir, random, school, sectional
school reopen
School's reopening tmr. Like, omg? I've done all homework, but I have no mood to go to school. :( I feel so bored. But yea, cannot escape from it. I really hope that school days would be better. The first lesson is chem. *faints* You know why I say that, do you? Nevermind if you don't. And wth (again), our english teacher changed. I've no idea who are those teachers, and I just hope that they can be as good as Miss Ong, at least. But I think that my hope would be dashed. I just hope that there would be some miracles in life. :)
Well, went for a haircut just now. And it makes me feel weird~ Ah, nevermind. I'm watching the cute video again and lol, just can't stop laughing, haha!
Lol, I was watching some videos yesterday when I saw Ricky in one of the taiwan variety show. He was playing "请你跟我这样做" and he said "他马的" unintentionally when trying to form a new phrase. It was like, lol?! Everyone practically laughed and the guy next to him thought that he was scolding him, lol. He was like, "有错吗?" (Anything wrong?) And everyone laughed crazily, and he explained why he said that. HAHAHA! It was so hilarious.
Okay, I'm going to pack bag!~
I don't know.Labels: boring, boring days, random
memory loss
My father reformatted my computer and now, everything is cleared, but I can't seem to open the duty list format and some of the bookmarks are gone. At least I still get to find some bookmarks and remember them, but I can't open the duty list! Damn it. It's like, my comp is suffering from memory loss or sth. *sigh* How? I've asked him to help me install the 2007 Microsoft Office and now, he's like, ignoring me?! Grr...
I've just read some of Ricky's past posts and he's like, so optimistic in everything he does? Haha, the very first post he posted was on 2006? Lol, so long ago. But, haha. Anyway, just look at the number of people who visit his blog, like, 1778090? Lol, plus one cos I was there. Okay, I'm being lame. But he rocks man. I just hope that he can recover. :D
Today's sectional was... tiring, as usual. I've nothing to talk about it, but I just hope that we can really do well.. And one more day to school reopen, and wth, they changed the timetable. Assembly is on wed, and eww, chem is on monday, first period. Why must it be the first period?! To let me suffer and die upon receiving the paper?! Wth. And omg, Miss Ong is no longer teaching us 3C english, wow, great man, I'm gonna fail. :( Argh. Why must they change our english teacher?! OMG, totally OMG. Argh, screw the timetable man, it looks very weird.
I just don't get it why people do some things just for fun.Labels: random, sectional
painful
Painful. The performance just now was painful, totally depressing. I'm not going to say how other people did, but I know that it was definitely not my best and I sucked. Maybe sectional was not serious enough. But hey, it's wrong to say that it wasn't serious enough as georgina actually became quite angry. So was I. I was damn pissed during dravidian and it was... horrendous. Nothing could explain my feeling, and I think only suern and qing understood my feelings. It's like thousand knives stabbing into your heart. Okay, lol, this is lame and it doesn't really hurt that much, I'm only exaggerating. Okay, and there's sectional tmr at seven. I hope this time is really seven, not eight. I don't want to be an idiot anymore, haha. (or at least I read the message carefully, haha.)
Okay, seems like there are to many haha-s in my writing. I shall stop it, or you think that I'm actually that happy. But I'm not that sad either. I've thought to myself this:
We should not keep thinking about the things that has already happened. We should think of the future, something that we can change. The past is something that we cannot change and we must treat it as a learning experience, whether it is good or bad. so, let's work even harder, and more intelligently to achieve our Gold with Honours! :)
Yay, I feel better after writing the motivational paragraph. Haha, I know that we can do it, it's whether we want it or not. It's whether we want to achieve the last 5% or not. :D Must be positive and not be pessimistic! :)
We should think of the future, something that we can change.Labels: bad, choir, random
what the hell
Grr, I'm still so angry cos firefox just doesn't work. Like, damn it man!
Went to tm and ehub just now with doreen just now. We discussed some camp games in starbucks and we actually thought of some fun games! (hopefully they are really fun) We actually wanted to go to kbox at ehub but in the end, due to the fact that I'm rather broke and that my mom don't really sounded please, we went back. :( But nevermind, we'll go in the june hols! :) Definitely! And we'll have all kinds of food after syf! Hahahaha. :D Yay, excited!
I don't know what's wrong with my mother.
If you've realized that I'm treating you differently, look at yourself in the mirror.Labels: random
good day
Yay! I'm happy today! Applause please. Haha. Choir practice rocks totally today. So was sectional. Let me explain in details. Today, went to ate lunch with doreen. We were late for sectional, and so was the others, lol. Started sectional at about 1:20 and it went on. I finally realize that I am of use in sectionals and not someone who going to sectionals and do nothing. Then it went on and blah blah, and I realize that I always make a fool out of myself when leading sectional, lol. But I think it's okay. Haha. Then it was choir. It wasn't that bad I think, I'm not being complacent, for you info.
But we all needs to be recognize when we've put in our efforts and done something well, don't you think so? Okay, so choir was okay, even though he didn't really praise soprano. But there are still room for improvement, haha. :) Yay, I love sectional today for the first time of my life! Yay! And facebook rocks! *jumps in enthusiasm like nisya and lynn*
Grr, but I'm still not very happy cos firefox still doesn't work. It's like, so irritating? My father installed something in my comp and now firefox don't work. I'm now trying to uninstall somethings. Zzz~ It's so boring.
Lala, tmr is a break day -- no choir, no sectional. I wonder what I should do tmr. Omg, I really don't know what to design for the choir tee. But nevermind!
Inspiration don't come easily, you have to look for it. Haha. So I shall listen to Ricky's songs! Lol, just kidding. But his songs give me inspirations! :)
I've just left a comment on Ricky's blog again! He said that his friend will be performing in a concert and he's helping to advertise. Lol, but too bad I cannot go and watch even though he'll be there cos I'm in Singapore~ Haha, lol. He's just so funny~
Lol, and congrats to marc as he found his phone. Thank godness, there are still good people in this world, like Ricky said. Lol, that random person picked the phone when he was going to work. How honest! :) I'm so glad that marc found his phone, and what Ricky said was proven correct. :D Yay, and that's why, Ricky rocks!
Lol, I shall stop it. But I really hope the rest of the choir practices and sectionals can be as good as today's. I'd definitely love it! :) Happy!
I've finally see some light.Labels: choir, friends, happy, random, sectional
aching legs
Went cycling with marc, yiling and wanjing just now. Lol, had fun too. Please again, we didn't consume any food that we're not suppose to. I ate fishball soup noodles, it it extremely healthy, fyi. I've realized that we took many buses today, and WanJing took the most as she needed to travel from one place to another. Haha. Okay, I'll stop being lame.
Hope that marc can find his phone soon. Oh, btw, I was being scammed of 10 bucks on 15th March when going out with marc and doreen. Marc was also being scammed. I won't talk about it anymore cos I'm in a good mood and I don't want to ruin it. Haha.
Going to memorize the details for Kasar now, and hopefully, we can do better tmr.
Maybe I'm not as good as her, but please treat me with equal respect.Labels: friends, fun, happy
hardworking but not smart
Went to somewhere fun with doreen and marc yesterday. Really had fun and I wanna do it again! Aw, too bad paul, you weren't there. Okay, stop it, I'm being a bitch. Well, quite "busy" these few days cos I keep going out to play. But please, I'm not eating any food that are not supposed to, okay? But yea, really really had fun yesterday, even though
some people stood up on us. Haha, just kidding. Please, not blaming you guys, but just kinda sad that you guys missed the fun. (I really wanna go mind cafe!) After SYF, we shall go : Pasta Mania, KBox/My house/that ullu place, all junk food restaurants, mid cafe, and this list goes on. But I should not be too happy cos SYF haven't ended. Haha, here are some photos! : (some are super outdated cos... I was too lazy to upload them haha!)

Nisya and Lynn's Valentines' Balloon! :)

Mummy, I really studied for chem, really. Okay, this is super random. But here's a proof that I really studied.

Debbie and Nisya at RJC for their concert! :)

Take One : Muahahaha, I looked taller than Doreen! HAHAHA! I won.

Take Two: I'm still taller, Doreen, too bad. HAHA.

Okay, I'm
acting short okay. HAHA.
Lol, being lame. In fact, Doreen is really taller than me. :) I'm not that bhb, btw. Haha. Omg, having sectionals at seven tmr, then have choir camp meeting, then probably going out after that. :) Going to camwhore again! Woo~ With marc, most probably. I can't wait for SYF to end!
If things aren't the way we want it to be, just let them be. We'll change instead.Labels: choir, friends, fun, happy
aftermath
The aftermath of common test. It has finally ended. But I'm feeling no good. chem paper was the most disastrous for me. It's ironic as I spent most of my time studying for chem and I'm going to fail it. But nevermind, let bygones be bygones and I shall talk about other paper. Phy was surprisingly okay, so was history and ss. I love the 3rd day the most simple because e math and chinese were rather.. simple? (i think) I'm having high expectation for these two subjects and last but not least, a math and lit. Just hope to get at least 18 for it. :D
Okay, since it's the aftermath of common test, I shan't talk about it anymore. I should talk about... (drum roll pls) how I discovered that the sore throats I'm always getting since young, is actually called
Tonsillitis. Okay, I think you won't give a damn about this cos it's something trivial, and it will most probably not relate to you. But for your information, Tonsillitis is the inflammation of tonsils. This is a long term illness and it'll not be cured unless I remove my tonsils. Which is likely to be impossible for me to do it now, cos I think one will not be able to talk for some time after removing the tonsils. *sigh*
Okay, the topic on Tonsillitis is also rather saddening. So I shan't talk about it either. Let me talk about yesterday's RJC Concert! Yay, it was very funny and nevertheless, mesmerizing. Lol, I like the P.U.N.C.H the most cos it was simply entertaining. Haha. And Sheri's obsessed with a guy who was acting as a tree. Lol, I thought no one would notice that guy, even though I noticed him, haha. Okay, I'm being lame. But seriously, the concert was fabulous.
I'm excited as we're going to Mind Cafe tmr! Yay, excited.
Each time you act in spite of fear, you discover even deeper, greater courage.Labels: aftermath, common test, happy
dear me
I didn't blog yesterday as I forgot to. I was exhausted of the long week. Tests, Homework, Choir, Choir, and Choir. Okay, This is retarded, but nevermind. I realize that I'm always tagging my post with 'random'. Argh, nevermind, I'm talking nonsense. Anyway, life's quite tiring for me.
We born crying and we die laughing. What is this implying? Life is a torture. The moment we're born, we have to face difficulties and challenges, which are tough and most of the time inevitable. We laugh when we die as we're all freed from this torture for eternity.
Omg, what's that? Is life really a torture? What do you think? I think not so. Life is a beautiful creature. Many failed to realize how beautiful it is until they see the 'light' and the motivation of life. Have you seen your 'light'? If you haven't you'll have to be more observant. Haha. Just kidding. Oh my, I really don't want to turn this blog into a motivational blog, even though I kept telling Paul that, "My blog is a motivational blog okay, not like yours." Haha. Just kidding.
Lol, bought a headphone which is exactly the same as Marc's, but it black in colour. It's so light that it seem as if there's no pressure on your head. Haha, why am I advertising it? This is dumb.
Life is a beautiful creature.Labels: random