Today is 13th of Feb and it's a Friday. I've known a few months ago that this day is going to come. We had audition today. Yes, SL audition. And I screwed it up. It was a failure for me and I suck. But seriously, if HS don't get into SYF all because of me, I'm so sorry and I'll probably do something about it. I really hope that I can get into SYF. Alright, enough of emo-y stuffs. But thanks those
Usual People (not ucp
lah) who cheered me up like Sheri, who tried her best and I laughed in the end, Paul, who asked me to stop yawning (I cry when I yawn), Lynn, Joanna, Weiqing, Nisya and Kodi. Love you guys loads, and I hope these sec fours can get into SYF or I'll have lesser chances of seeing you guys. :( I am really
not looking forward to that day man. I don't know who am I suppose to go home with, and etc. I can only depend on myself during sectionals and have nobody to talk to. *Sigh* I'll miss you guys seriously. And I really wonder why I am not born two months earlier. I don't mind if I was born in Dec, seriously. At most I spend my birthday with Sheri. :) Haha. Sheri is crazy and funny man. She made me seriously laughed out loud. I think she was the first to make me laugh after the depressing audition.
Paul, can you please stop it? It's not your fault and I went out of tune not because of you. I went out of tune because of myself okay. Please stop blaming yourself and push all the blame to yourself (?!) Nevermind, but just stop saying that "I hate me", "It's all my fault", or any other things like that. Stop it or I'll slap you in your face, seriously.
If that's what we get, we should accept it and face it bravely.Labels: audition, choir, school