Today is national day. i don't feel excited at all. neither do i feel the spirit of this special day of singapore. 10.15, dad drove me to interchange and i rushed there like hell, thinking that ben was there. and i was wrong. okay. stupid me. nah, then went to ben's house with paul and carmen to do project. the paper making session was rather, disgusting. irks me, but quite "fun" after all :D the grayish pulps of paper produced by newpapers was rather disgusting. (again) it was slimy and yucky. took us hours to "complete" the project. but even after we left, the "paper" weren't dried yet. like @#$#R%#$%$?! okay. i'm going crazy. i really cannot feel the spirit today. and it's like, my life's so bored.. so emotional and wth. okay, shouldn't describe myself as emo, as some people out there may feel disgusted :( i really feel bad.
"You're the only one there for me."

Labels: boring days, national day, random