welcome
"Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." -- A. A. Milne
omnia
COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER.
Okay, now I have to make a decision:
1) •Go to Russia Tour 2009 ($3000-$4000)
Obviously, after going to europe tour last year, my edusave is... you know how much left in it, yea. so, i will need about 3000-4000 dollars. not cheap. and it is very exorbitant. but i miss last year's tour very muchh! oh dear. but i doubt that it would be as fun as last year's. cos there's no sec threes and we'll be the ones taking care of the sec twos next year! provided if we go. idk who's the we i'm referring to, but just... speechless. why is it in juneeee? why why why? :'| shits man. why must things turn out like that? oh well...
•Have my dream phone, SAMSUNG OMNIA ($1098)
Okay. this is also exorbitant. but at least it cost lesser than the tour! and it's like, so niceee! omg. i think i'll be obsessed with it if i buy it. here's a pic of it:
image from here
And I've secured my A1 for science!!!
Okay, now I have to make a decision:
1) •Go to Russia Tour 2009 ($3000-$4000)
Obviously, after going to europe tour last year, my edusave is... you know how much left in it, yea. so, i will need about 3000-4000 dollars. not cheap. and it is very exorbitant. but i miss last year's tour very muchh! oh dear. but i doubt that it would be as fun as last year's. cos there's no sec threes and we'll be the ones taking care of the sec twos next year! provided if we go. idk who's the we i'm referring to, but just... speechless. why is it in juneeee? why why why? :'| shits man. why must things turn out like that? oh well...
•Have my dream phone, SAMSUNG OMNIA ($1098)
Okay. this is also exorbitant. but at least it cost lesser than the tour! and it's like, so niceee! omg. i think i'll be obsessed with it if i buy it. here's a pic of it:
image from here
And I've secured my A1 for science!!!
Labels: boring days, omnia, random, tour
why
10 REASONS WHY MY LIFE SUCK.
01 - life's torturing with those people around me
02 - having people criticizing me in front of me
03 - having juniors saying about me
04 - having this attitude that everyone hates
05 - having attitude problem
06 - moodswings
07 - stupid/retarded brain of mine
08 - having such people that make me go crazy in a bad way
09 - having no one to approach to when having problems
10 - sick emotionally
Still, I have to thank some people.
ありがとう.
01 - life's torturing with those people around me
02 - having people criticizing me in front of me
03 - having juniors saying about me
04 - having this attitude that everyone hates
05 - having attitude problem
06 - moodswings
07 - stupid/retarded brain of mine
08 - having such people that make me go crazy in a bad way
09 - having no one to approach to when having problems
10 - sick emotionally
Still, I have to thank some people.
ありがとう.
Labels: boring days, random, why my life suck
gaining & losing
You'll loose something when you have something.
confusing eh? but it's true, sadly. i've lost lots of things for the past 14 years of life. and yet gained somethings. but nevermind, 幸せがありなさい!
confusing eh? but it's true, sadly. i've lost lots of things for the past 14 years of life. and yet gained somethings. but nevermind, 幸せがありなさい!
sorry
Sorry, but sometimes, I really don't understand."
I cannot say anything. I cannot think of anything. I'm like... confused. I hate this feeling x 1423435. Dammit. Currently reading It's not the end of world. surprisingly, it turn out to be a good touching book. I chose this book cos it seem to be emo. that's weird, i know. but i think i'm obsessed in it. <3 but anyway, i'm NOT feeling any better. not at all. i really can't understand why people wanna keep their duties, late for school or whatever. not talking about you paul, but other people. i don't want to be too specific, or those people will come charging at me with those vulgarities. sadly, i can't even complain abt anyone. feeling nauseous the whole day. feel like day. stomachache and feel like vomiting. i wonder if i had food poisoning. hmmm....
I cannot say anything. I cannot think of anything. I'm like... confused. I hate this feeling x 1423435. Dammit. Currently reading It's not the end of world. surprisingly, it turn out to be a good touching book. I chose this book cos it seem to be emo. that's weird, i know. but i think i'm obsessed in it. <3 but anyway, i'm NOT feeling any better. not at all. i really can't understand why people wanna keep their duties, late for school or whatever. not talking about you paul, but other people. i don't want to be too specific, or those people will come charging at me with those vulgarities. sadly, i can't even complain abt anyone. feeling nauseous the whole day. feel like day. stomachache and feel like vomiting. i wonder if i had food poisoning. hmmm....
random
Created these...
Oh veggies, if you want the photo(s), email me at small-stranger@hotmail.com or tag at my tagboard and I'll sent/give you asap :D (i'll give you not edited ones)
Oh veggies, if you want the photo(s), email me at small-stranger@hotmail.com or tag at my tagboard and I'll sent/give you asap :D (i'll give you not edited ones)
Labels: random
basketball
Watched the basketball match yesterday night and it was China vs. United States. With yao ming, a basketball star, how can anyone miss it? haha. anyway, watched till the end. China still loss to States despite having yao ming, the 2.26m basketball star.
He left a mark in history when he got the most famous three-pointer scored in China. "I was just really happy to make that shot," Yao said after the final whistle, clearly drained by the lightening pace of the U.S. squad. "It was the first score in our Olympic campaign here at home and I'll always remember it. It represents that we can keep our heads up in the face of really tough odds." Ultimately Yao and the rest of China went down 101-70 to the team of NBA superstars, but not without winning praise for his gritty play and enthusiastic support for his teammates."
LOL. information from here.
The U.S. team was very strong. They were leading in ALL the quarters. At first, I thought that China would catch up, but I was wrong. Quite disappointed, but the players in jersey 7, 11 were great players in the U.S. team.
Of course, in the China team, players in jersey 9, 10, 11, 13 (yao ming) and 14 are very outstanding players too. lols. one of the player's expression made me LOL.
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I still don't feel well. Can I not go to school?? well, the ans is sooo obvious. There's duty, re-re ting xie and choir tmr. Can I not go to school? NO. damned. there's no history and assembly tmr. cos it's a tues :( how sad. But anyway, still pondering if it will happen.
He left a mark in history when he got the most famous three-pointer scored in China. "I was just really happy to make that shot," Yao said after the final whistle, clearly drained by the lightening pace of the U.S. squad. "It was the first score in our Olympic campaign here at home and I'll always remember it. It represents that we can keep our heads up in the face of really tough odds." Ultimately Yao and the rest of China went down 101-70 to the team of NBA superstars, but not without winning praise for his gritty play and enthusiastic support for his teammates."
LOL. information from here.
The U.S. team was very strong. They were leading in ALL the quarters. At first, I thought that China would catch up, but I was wrong. Quite disappointed, but the players in jersey 7, 11 were great players in the U.S. team.
Of course, in the China team, players in jersey 9, 10, 11, 13 (yao ming) and 14 are very outstanding players too. lols. one of the player's expression made me LOL.
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I still don't feel well. Can I not go to school?? well, the ans is sooo obvious. There's duty, re-re ting xie and choir tmr. Can I not go to school? NO. damned. there's no history and assembly tmr. cos it's a tues :( how sad. But anyway, still pondering if it will happen.
Labels: basketball, random
singapore day
Today is national day. i don't feel excited at all. neither do i feel the spirit of this special day of singapore. 10.15, dad drove me to interchange and i rushed there like hell, thinking that ben was there. and i was wrong. okay. stupid me. nah, then went to ben's house with paul and carmen to do project. the paper making session was rather, disgusting. irks me, but quite "fun" after all :D the grayish pulps of paper produced by newpapers was rather disgusting. (again) it was slimy and yucky. took us hours to "complete" the project. but even after we left, the "paper" weren't dried yet. like @#$#R%#$%$?! okay. i'm going crazy. i really cannot feel the spirit today. and it's like, my life's so bored.. so emotional and wth. okay, shouldn't describe myself as emo, as some people out there may feel disgusted :( i really feel bad.
"You're the only one there for me."
"You're the only one there for me."
Labels: boring days, national day, random
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"Heartbroken but couldn't say anything."
i think i'm gonna die soon, very soon. due to depression :(
no one can help me, i know. smiles are fake and tears are real. i really don't know how to put it. it's like, so confusing. i actually exposed my secret to a few people today, and i hope that they won't say, if they have the conscience. even if they tell, i can't do anything. i really hope everything will turn out well, someday. i don't know when the day will come, but i know that i'll never get to see that day. unless there's miracle. sadly, there's none in my life currently. sadly. i really don't know what to say.
i think i'm gonna die soon, very soon. due to depression :(
no one can help me, i know. smiles are fake and tears are real. i really don't know how to put it. it's like, so confusing. i actually exposed my secret to a few people today, and i hope that they won't say, if they have the conscience. even if they tell, i can't do anything. i really hope everything will turn out well, someday. i don't know when the day will come, but i know that i'll never get to see that day. unless there's miracle. sadly, there's none in my life currently. sadly. i really don't know what to say.
Labels: heartbroken, random
homework
I HATE HOMEWORK
seriously, who likes it? none. unless, you're... weird. haha. no, just kidding. but i just hate doing homework xD anyway, i'm blogging when i'm suppose to do my homework. o-m-g right? i know. hmmmmmm.... how? i really don't feel like doing homework. and all are due tmr. like @#%$%#$%#%?! actually, it's already extended. just that i'm a lazy @##$%# to do my work. :X haha. stupid! but nevermind.
I WANT TO HAVE UCP SHARED BLOG!
xoxo,
seriously, who likes it? none. unless, you're... weird. haha. no, just kidding. but i just hate doing homework xD anyway, i'm blogging when i'm suppose to do my homework. o-m-g right? i know. hmmmmmm.... how? i really don't feel like doing homework. and all are due tmr. like @#%$%#$%#%?! actually, it's already extended. just that i'm a lazy @##$%# to do my work. :X haha. stupid! but nevermind.
I WANT TO HAVE UCP SHARED BLOG!
xoxo,
reviving
HAPPY!HAPPY!HAPPY!HAPPY!
& I've officially revived my blog! And no ones know, except for paul. hmmm... actually quite down and sad for these few days, but just cos of yesterday, everything seem to change. sad to happy, happy to sad. bad to good, good to bad. mine is obviously sad to happy and bad to good luh. but someone's happy to sad :( scored 22/25 for science test! woo~ happy! and mrs lim said i've improved. you know, my science actually suck big big time! and i've improved ecah and every tests! haha. but i cannot be complacent. oh my, still have:
- english compre (telling time)
- argumentative essay (animals in captivity)
- proposal (sporting activity)
- learn tingxie (spelling)
to do. like omg? those english homeworks are like, need at least 45mins to do? hmmm.. andand! tingxie? it's like (._.''')? we're so old, why give us tingxie?!?! alright, shouldn't complain anymore, cos tues need to stay back with ben and maybe paul to re-re-test the tingxie. i've failed two times :( first, 20, second time, 45. like o-m-g. my tingxie suck since young. and it equals to, i can't write beautiful chinese essay without chinese dictionary. (o.o) sad eh, haha. but, that's the truth.
created new blogskin! nicenice? lols. not. anyway, have new blogskins account :
• onewayticket
• twowayticket
visit the accounts frequently to grab some nice skins :X haha. just kidding. i suck at blogskinning :D alright, xoxo,
& I've officially revived my blog! And no ones know, except for paul. hmmm... actually quite down and sad for these few days, but just cos of yesterday, everything seem to change. sad to happy, happy to sad. bad to good, good to bad. mine is obviously sad to happy and bad to good luh. but someone's happy to sad :( scored 22/25 for science test! woo~ happy! and mrs lim said i've improved. you know, my science actually suck big big time! and i've improved ecah and every tests! haha. but i cannot be complacent. oh my, still have:
- english compre (telling time)
- argumentative essay (animals in captivity)
- proposal (sporting activity)
- learn tingxie (spelling)
to do. like omg? those english homeworks are like, need at least 45mins to do? hmmm.. andand! tingxie? it's like (._.''')? we're so old, why give us tingxie?!?! alright, shouldn't complain anymore, cos tues need to stay back with ben and maybe paul to re-re-test the tingxie. i've failed two times :( first, 20, second time, 45. like o-m-g. my tingxie suck since young. and it equals to, i can't write beautiful chinese essay without chinese dictionary. (o.o) sad eh, haha. but, that's the truth.
created new blogskin! nicenice? lols. not. anyway, have new blogskins account :
• onewayticket
• twowayticket
visit the accounts frequently to grab some nice skins :X haha. just kidding. i suck at blogskinning :D alright, xoxo,
apologized
I have apologized to Doreen! :D
Labels: apologized, random, ucp