School was scary this week. Firstly, I've failed A Math test, for the second time. Actually it was expected cos I studied the wrong topic. Second time for making this mistake, and I'm rather pissed with myself for doing this. :/ But well, that's life, and I'm as unclear of things as usual even though I jot down practically everything.

I kind of hate the fact that I take criticisms seriously, and when people point out my flaws, I'll grief over it. Is it because I'm a perfectionist? Well, being a perfectionist sucks sometimes. But on the other hand, it's good as we always set high expectations, which are mostly achievable, but when we fail to do so, we'll grief over it. Just like how I hate the fact that my rhythm sucks and I'm forever not confident of things. But the point being, I don't think I'm a 100% perfectionist, as sometimes, I'll just take things lightly if I've lost hope for it, which is a bad point. :/

Anyway, back to how school was torturous. Actually, I just didn't have enough time to sleep and it makes my mood worse. The best thing is that I'm doing railing duty for this whole week, and I've gotten to see the person I hate for 5 days in a week. The thought of it makes me feel like puking, ew. And... I hardly speak a word in class, really. I seriously think school is boring and I'm just looking forward to JC-life, despite knowing how much is may sucks or how stressful the environment would be. I think it's 80% because I've chose the wrong class. I dislike the people in my class, which I think 90% of them are suckers. Sorry to use such a strong word, but they're irritating to the core. On the other hand, I like the subject combination. I would still choose the same class if I had a choice, before knowing that there are so many sucks in class. I've finally known the reason for going to school - to really study. I say this because I don't really get to see my friends often. Or should I say, I hardly talk to them except when there is choir practices? *Sigh* I don't know. I think I should really concentrate on studies and nothing more than that, and I think that's the solution. :) Maybe looking forward to choir practices would also be one of the reason I go to school, hah. And I should really thank some people like UCP, Adolphus and LJB (CT), lol, for making every day of mine an enjoyable one. :) Oh oh, and wordpress and twitter! (even though the internet seem to gone case these few days) They rock! Haha.

Other than these things and people who make me happy, who's another person that make me happy? RICKY! I bet you've known this answer a few seconds ago, haha. I've actually realized that music is really something that influence me a lot, especially those with meaningful lyrics, mostly Ricky's, lol. Anyway, I think Ricky is doing quite fine and he's probably at 台中僑園大飯店3F國際廳 now. I don't know where's that, but he's probably doing fine, I guess. He said this in his latest post, "只好讓上天來安排啦". It means to only let God decides on the things he desire to achieve and I agree. Sometimes I think that some things are meant to be decided by God. On the other hand, we must also work hard for what we desire, of course. "也許緣分還不夠吧" - Maybe fate is still not there for him to come to Singapore, lol. :) Oh, and next month is his birthday! He's gonna celebrate it in Bali and I think he would have fun. Waiting for 22nd of September! :)

Well, at the end of this post, I'm going to say that... I'm going on a...


HIATUS!


will be back after Common Test.



Study hard people! And good luck! :)

Listening to: Basket Case - Green Day

Labels: choir, friends, happy, random, ucp

There must be a reason why I named this post 'friday-blogging', and I think you're smart enough to know it. But for those who doesn't know, it's just the fact that I'm going to blog every Friday if it's possible, and I'll be on hiatus if there should be any examination. :) Are you happy? Haha, I bet you're not cos I'm actually talking to nobody. Everyone thinks that my blog is officially closed and no one comes here anymore, lol. But it's okay. This is a free platform where I can express my views and thoughts without any restrictions. :)

Well, school's boring as predicted. I'm kinda used to going to choir without the seniors already. :) Which is a good thing and it definitely doesn't mean that I've forgotten them, duh. I think the main reason is because there's UCP. Aw, I'm saying something that's unbelievable! Lol, just kidding, but for the first time, I'm saying something good and UCP. :X

Oh oh, and not to forget about Ricky duh. I've just saw him yesterday on the fund-raising show for the flood in Taiwan! Omg, it's so coincidentally that I switched on the TV and saw him. And the best thing is, he sang 'We Are the World'! That song is a not-to-be-missed seriously. Initially, I thought he would not be able to make his appearance in any shows as I thought he was still in Malaysia. But good thing is that he's fine. :)

I think that's all I have to say. I haven't done any homework and I'm going to do them tomorrow. So... gotta get some sleep while listening to Ricky! :)

PS: My blogger account is also working at the same time. So do drop a tag there when you're free. :)



Listening to: Michael Jackson - We Are the World

Labels: choir, random, school

I don't know if this is real, or I'm just saying this for fun. I think I won't be using the computer anymore if necessary. And saying this means that I'll not be blogging as frequent anymore. However, I'll still be twittering through my phone as I've downloaded an application called TinyTwitter, haha. So I'll still twit once in a while when there is WiFi! :) Well, I kind of feel nostalgic now. Argh, I think I'm crazy, haha.

I have a feeling that I love Science instead of Math now. Four periods of Math were tiring, really. I rather have four periods of Science than to have Math. I think I just don't have the knack for Math that I need much more time than others to get what teacher is saying. Oh well, it's just a fact and I'll have to accept it. But I'll never give up! :)

Oh, by the way, I've made myself a scrapbook and I have been updating it quite frequently, when waiting for lessons, etc. I think it's quite cool, but I hate the fact that it's actually a lined-exercise book. I shall get a feel plain diary or plain exercise book someday. And decorate it like what I've done for my current scrapbook. Lol, there's no photos of it as I don't even think you would wanna look at it, haha.

Anyway, school's going well, just that there's some irritating classmates. I think they can be nominated as the best actor for they're good in acting. One act as if he's very clever, one act as if he's a gangster, one is pure irritating and the list goes on. Fortunately these people are out of my comfort zone. (They're sitting rather far away from me, phew) And I have smart people sitting around me. Hope to be as smart as them, and Jolyon is one of them. Lol. I don't really mind that seating arrangement anyway, only hate that the pretty but irritating curtain keeps flying to my face, and that I have no one to talk to. (Or I'll put it as I don't want to talk to anyone) Quite a nice seat though. I love it. :)

OMG, I'm going to record myself. I don't know if I can make it. But I don't care that much anymore. I think I'll record tomorrow. Well, life's unpredictable. I shouldn't expect too much as I tend to have too many disappointments.

Before I go, here's some blogskins I've made recently and hope you guys would like it. :)
• twenty : the beginning of a new day
• twenty : the answer to your life (SOTD)
• twenty : very entertaining
• twenty : good friends

And of course, here's the one last nice thing I'm going to share. Love it.



Well, please cry for me cos I'm leaving! But nah, smile and wish me luck! :)

I ♥ RICKY!

Labels: choir, friends, random, school

School has officially started, and it has been going quite well! :) But the fact is that I'm sitting right in front of the teacher's desk. Rather surprising though. I thought school really sucks, but I was wrong. I like Mrs F. better now, and so are other teachers. Maybe it's the fact that I have two Chinese teachers now that makes me like going for Chinese lessons, haha, that's so weird but who cares? Mdm C. is quite nice. :) but she haven't taught anything yet. For now, I can say that she's at least better than the former one. I've realized that I love Chem and wow, teenage is rather true. Oh, speaking of astrology reminds me to check on facebook's as it's rather true too. Here's mine this week.

Don't overdo it. You need to enjoy yourself. Take time to find out if anyone has a better suggestion before you make arrangements for the whole family. Don't overextend yourself in the process.Your partner may be erratic this week if you haven't paid enough attention to him or her.
Your lucky day this week will be Friday.

OMG seriously. Look at the second last sentence, lol. Nevermind, just ignore it, haha. :) I'm quite worried about recording for both Sops and mine. *Sigh* but the good thing is, I'm recording with Doreen tomorrow! I mean, not together, but yea, we just accompany each other. :) I hope it'll turn out well. And wish me luck on Friday as I'll be submitting everyone's and mine to Mr Toh.

Ah haha, Ricky is going to be very busy for the rest of the year! And even before his birthday. Poor thing. But he'll definitely enjoy his birthday I think as he's going somewhere he has wanted to go for a long time. 8D Anyway, I think he's really good in singing. Of course, he's Ricky! (but not Martin) Lol, I'm being lame. But who cares? I love Ricky!

Here's something nice again, I love this.



Don't tear my heart into pieces.

Labels: choir, happy, random, school

I've just watched a show about tree house and it's so cool. I hope I can build something like that one day, haha, if I have a chance to go abroad, of course. A lake house like the one in 'The Lake House' would be nice too. It's gorgeous, but the only fact that it doesn't really make sense is that almost 70% of the house is made up of transparent glass, lol. But it's nice! I would like to buy such house. If you do not have an idea of how the house looks like, here's it.



Ain't it gorgeous? It is, just admit, lol. Argh, I can't wait to live in my own house! Nah, just kidding. Why would I live in my own house at this age/ I think I'll be scared till death if I live alone. Imagine living in a big house at night and the lights suddenly went off. That's scary. At least I don't have to be afraid of such things now. I'll probably stop talking about this, cos I myself is getting bored.

Anyway, I've watched the Music Award yesterday and it was very draggy. I hardly see Ricky. :( but there was an interview that lasted for about, 30 seconds? Lol. :D But it's okay. At least I got to see him. :) He wore a suit with eyes! Lol, it's sooo cute and I totally understand why he wore those stuffs, for one obvious reason, he can't see. Anyway, he was a little emotionless when he didn't get the best mandarin male artist award, and he thinks that "有入围就是肯定", haha. I'll still support him even though he didn't get the award and his emotionless face was rather understandable, as he didn't really expect much from the start, with competitors like Jay and many others, one could have predicted the results. Oh, btw, I'm still not sick of his songs yet. :) I've just searched for his videos for last year Music Award where he had won the best hokkien male artist and he looked extremely happy when he was singing! OMG, so nice to see him smiling while singing! Haha, he's nice. Ricky seriously rocks!

Tomorrow.

Labels: random

I’ve gotten myself so-called a new haircut, and I look a little… too kiddy, if I could put the hairstyle in words. I think the hairdresser cut more than 2 inches of my fringe and I kind of feel heartbroken. Nah, just kidding. A new haircut, a new beginning. School’s reopening in two days time, and I really don’t feel like going back. :/ I’m in my holiday mood now, argh. I don't really feel good about things. But hey, there's finally something for me to look forward to, and that is tomorrow's Music Award! Yay, and I'm gonna see Ricky! :D I'm happy, although I know the possibility of him getting that award is slim, I'll still support him as he worked hard for the current album. :)

Anyway, I was listening to the radio while cutting my hair this morning, and I heard some stuffs about children/teenagers having depression, and they even gave a checklist about it. After hearing it, I realize that I do show some signs of depression sometimes, haha. But I think that it's just a habit of mine to keep quiet almost every time, and to usually hide my emotions, lol. So it's not exactly true.

I've just watched the trailer of 'The Time Travellers Wife' and it's so nice. I will definitely watch it. It will be released on 14 August, and I hope it's after EOY, and not like, before or in the mist of it. :/ But it's a nice movie and I'm so gonna watch it! Click here for the trailer. I'm quite interested in the book too.

Oh, and speaking of book, I still haven't done the reading journey. Argh, gonna be in dead meat. But it's okay, I've read some books during the holidays, and these books can finally do something useful besides providing me with knowledge, lol. I love the book 'Time Stops for No Mouse' by Michael Hoeye although it may be a little funny as this book talks about the life of a mouse, lol. I love Hermux Tantamoq, the watchmaker in the book! He It is so cute, haha.

Alright, got to go, bye and no nice stuffs for you guys today, haha. I ♥ Ricky!

Love comes and go without realizing.

Labels: random

What a random title seriously. I realize that this is always what I start my post with, lol. But it's okay, it's the contents that matter, haha. I found this cute.

Dearest fans of mine, I'm going to commit suicide soon, and you're not going to see me ever again. I am just going to inform you people that okay? If you really want to see me for one last time, please come to my house. Please be there in 10 minutes. I'm not going to wait for your arrival. Remember to bring your cameras! For what? To take one last photo with me and post it on facebook, twitterpic or whatever! Haha, please remember me forever as I've at least treated you as my friend once.

Okay, surely no one would want to text that to their friends if they're really gonna die right? Lol, but I just think that it's funny, haha. :) If someone really text that to me, I would think that it's not real, or I'll probably ignore it. ARGH, I'm a bad friend. Haha, just kidding, but if my friends are in danger or in need of someone, I'll be there for them! :D Some kind of good friend I am, right? Lol, just kidding.

OMG, next Tuesday is the deadline for submitting the recording! I was stunned, really. I didn't expect it to be so fast. But one good thing is that, at least it's not audition and we won't have to face Mr Toh's face, which I would probably still shiver in front of him, although it has been three years. (I mean, two and a half years to be exact) Okay, I'm being lame but that's not the main point! O MAGNUM MYSTERIUM! O-M-G~ How am I suppose to survive it? ARGH, nevermind. We'll probably help the ones who need help in both singing and recording on Thurs and Mon. Probably needs SuErn's help on Sat, as time is really running out. ARGH, I have Chinese project on Thurs, and I can only make it on Monday. :/ Or maybe I'll try recording myself, lol. I think it'll sound damn funny. But oh well.

Choir was okay today, but just that some people said that I'm too violent to squeeze SiHui's mouth? Oh whatever, I don't know what it's called. Anyway, I was stunned when Mr Toh suddenly called me, so I didn't know what to do, and fyi, I'm not violent okay?! I just squeezed arder as she didn't want to open her mouth! Grr..

Here's something nice again, haha.


This is Prague. It's really a beauty.

Speaking of Prague, it reminds me of what I've asked Doreen just now on the bus. Both of us don't really want to go for the tour anymore. Reason being, (I shall not expose hers, as it's a not-so-good one) I don't really feel the urge to go for tour anymore. There may be many reasons, but I'm still not very sure now. Firstly, the seniors are gone, and even if they come back, I would feel useless and I'll just be another burden to them. Secondly, I feel that our standard dropped, and singing O Magnum is not as holy and happy as before. Okay, maybe these two are the main reasons, but there are also other less important factors which are really "not allowing" me to go for the tour. I really feeling confused and I'm at a loss. But oh well, I shall check with Doreen again for her decision and we'll decide if we're gonna tell Ms Yeo on Fri. :)

Well, I shan't think so much or I'll be depressed again. There are so many things to think about. I think it's better to excuse yourself for some of the less important ones. :) In that case, you'll be more carefree, and you'll have less problems that are approaching. :D Lol, I've become a motivational speaker blogger in one way or another. (I'm sorry, but I can't really speak. I kinda gets on my nerves when I'm loss for words, lol)

Going out with Dodo Doreen tmr! Please don't scold me for not organizing sectionals or something, but Hs, SuErn and I are really busy, and this has basically explained it all. Anyway, hope that we can really study successfully, due to the fact that there are not much distractions around us. Haha, maybe we shall take some random pics, (I haven't taken one since that day) and maybe practise singing O Magnum! OMG, it's a little contradicting as I've said I'm a little disappointed with our O Magnum standard but here I am, a little crazy and obsessed with this holy song. :) But I think that's good. And hope we'll have some nice food like Niwa Sushi tmr! Excited!~ YAY.

Argh, even though I'm sure more than 50% of the people voted for extended holidays, the government still wants school to reopen, which is kind of disheartening for most of the students, including me. I mean, I didn't really "enjoyed" my holidays seriously. I mean, I can't even get a few consecutive days of resting! My (including my other's) holidays revolve around choir, sectionals, lessons, a little of ltc and project meetings. It's like, OMG? And the recording deadline adds another disadvantage of not having extended holidays. ARGH. First week of June is choir camp, second week is ltc, third week are sectionals and choir, and this week, I'm kind of sick of this. I mean, I don't mind sectionals and choir, but I really can't have enough rest. Alright, I shall not "complain" about all this, but to face the reality and wake up from my dream, lol.

I'm kind of obsessed with twitter, really. And I seriously want N97! It's so cool. I really hope that my father wants to change the phoneline (or whatever you call that) from Starhub to Singtel. So that I can grab a chance to get the phone. OMG, so evil of me to think of this. But nevermind, we'll talk about that, and I'm obsessed with it! Haha, nevermind, I'm crazy.

I've found some Ricky's photos and he looks totally cute. And I think he's trying to act funny or something like that. He used the Wii's remote control (or whatever you call that) as a phone and put it on his ear, and lol. Nevermind. Anyway, he's such a nice guy. Ricky rocks! (I think I've mentioned this 345487989 times, lol.)

Alright, it's 10 now, and I'm really tired and feel like dozing off. got to go! Bye and I love Ricky! Haha.

PS: I love Ricky! (Okay, the real PS is that I realize that this post is freaking long)

Face the reality, wake up from your dream.

Labels: choir, friends, happy, mixed feelings, random, worried

Alright. What a random title. Actually, it's Ricky's song, haha. Okay, I'm laughing again upon thinking of him.

Anyway, today's choir was... okay for me, as I was sick and I sat at the back. I feel a little useless, but I can't help it. I don't even know how I fell sick. I didn't eat any fried or oily food, really. I don't even get to touch them as my mom don't even cook fried food, haha. But maybe it's because I'm lack of sleep of something. I just can't get enough sleep these few days. And I'll still have to go to school tmr cos of the Chinese project. ARGH, what a mood-spoiler. I hate meetings seriously. They spoil my mood for the whole day. Anyway, back to 'choir' topic, I think I'll soon go to Altos as my voice seriously can't reach high notes anymore, and I'm feeling that I'm damn airy. I hope that some people understand how it feels like to be left out. I mean, it doesn't feel good at all okay. I think I'll soon not be the SL anymore, as someone better is taking my place. :) Just hope that these are the symptoms of my damn bad sore throat, and I hope tat it just made me brain malfunctioned for a second. :/ It sucks having sore throat and I hope you'll know.

Oh, I'll stop finding the causes of my sore throat or you'll really be bored till death, lol. Oh, btw, tumblr is great! It's kinda cool, unlike plurk, haha. :) Plurk is not really nice, as it has the 'karma' thingy which kind of sucks as it requires you to increase your karma to use some applications there. Twitter still rocks. :) Haha. Lol, something damn random: I think Green Day's songs kinda hype me up! Especially Basket Case, haha.

Haha. And here's something nice again. :)



By yours truly, and I quite like it. Anyway, fyi, the paper was by me too. It's not any toilet paper or anything, but it's just a page from notebook from ArtBox. Anyway, artbox rocks socks. :) Haha. It sells many cute stuffs that I want to buy, but my wallet doesn't allow. :/ Lol.

I want to have an outing!

OMG, Ricky rocks seriously. I love his voice! His blog has 1824771 visits already, lol. One million plus, fyi. I think he's kind of busy as he's working on his new album which I am looking forward to it, haha. I think it'll obviously rock like his latest one. :) I really have to salute to him as he knows as many musical instruments as you can name! Okay, maybe not that much, but he knows saxophone, piano, guitar, drums and I think he's really a genius for what he is already. Fyi again, he can't see. And he totally rocks my world.

It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.

Labels: choir, random

I'm quite worried for tmr's choir practice. I don't know why, but... maybe I'm wrong. I just hope everything turns out well. And next week is the audition! OMGOMGOMG. Anyway, I've just submitted a skin on blogskins, and it is quite well received. You might wanna preview it here. Haha, support me okay! :)

Ricky's busy again, haha. But just hope that he'll update before school reopens! Nevertheless, I'm still not sick of his songs, especially 我是你的消防局, haha! :D And omg, here's something nice for you guys.


Ain't it a beauty?

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Labels: choir, random

• Are You Facebook, MySpace, or Twitter?
You Are Twitter
You are energetic to the point of being hyperactive. You are the ultimate multitasker.You don't have much of an attention span for anything. You like things short and sweet.You can't help but let everyone know what you're doing, even if it's just what you're having for dinner.You are big on sharing what's going on in your life. If anything, you share too much!

• What Kind of Fast Food Are You?
You Are a Donut
You are whimsical, creative, and expressive. You love anything cute and colorful.You believe in living for today. You enjoy yourself and don't hold back. You are driven by your inspiration.You never know where each day will lead you. You are a unique, offbeat character. People find your unpredictable ways charming.

• Are You Right or Left Brained?
You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

• How Bitchy Are You?
You Are 38% Bitchy
You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

• What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.,You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.,Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

• How Much Pride Do You Have?
Your Pride Quotient: 59%
You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression.

• Are You Extremely Sensitive?
Your Sensitivity Score: 70%
You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

• What Kind of Friend Are You?
You Are A Loyal Sidekick
You aren't the most visible one in your group, but that's okay. You're always up for a good time or conversation. And you stick with your friends no matter what. You're unbelievably loyal. You may feel under appreciated - but it only seems that way! Your friends would be lost without you.

• What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
You Are a Thespian
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.
Your strength: Your warm heart
Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions
Your power color: Black
Your power symbol: Musical note
Your power month: February

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Well, now you know how bored I am. Time really passes slowly today. And I'm listening to Ricky's hilarious audio now, haha. :) I feel hungry and all that stuffs. There's sectionals tmr and I'm kind of sick of those people who are like asking obvious questions. It's so irritating. Really. I feel really tired and hungry now. I don't know why. :/ Don't feel well at all. I think I'm going to fall ill really soon.

To do list after Os: (that's like 1 year more)
• To take up guitar lessons
• To learn to kayak

What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous.

Labels: quizes, random

BRENDA
I've been living 15 years of my life aimlessly until I someone motivated me. My birthday is on the 20th of Feb, and it's not necessary to give me present. (well, who knows? I may be lying, haha) I love DmnChoir as this is where I got to know my friends - Veggies and UCP. You probably don't know that I love to sing, but now you know.

Ricky rocks my life.
Ricky is a singer who can't see. He wish that he can be able to see this beautiful world again just like before. I believe that he can do it, for he's a person you'll be touched by his actions, words and thoughts for other people. He's very optimistic towards everything even though he can't see. He and his songs are my motivation. Another thing that you probably do not know is that I love to design. But that's probably not the path I'm going to take in the future, as I want to go to a good JC, and then University and find a job that I like. (best if high-paying, duh, lol) I love spicy and sour food, Western and Japanese food are also my favourites. PastaMania, Sakae Sushi and Subway are hence loved by me. I love soda.

I want to:
Meet Ricky in person and hear him sing
Have a new work table

Msn/Hotmail - twelveheroes@hotmail.com
Facebook / Twitter / Tumblr

School was scary this week. Firstly, I've failed A Math test, for the second time. Actually it was expected cos I studied the wrong topic. Second time for making this mistake, and I'm rather pissed with myself for doing this. :/ But well, that's life, and I'm as unclear of things as usual even though I jot down practically everything.

I kind of hate the fact that I take criticisms seriously, and when people point out my flaws, I'll grief over it. Is it because I'm a perfectionist? Well, being a perfectionist sucks sometimes. But on the other hand, it's good as we always set high expectations, which are mostly achievable, but when we fail to do so, we'll grief over it. Just like how I hate the fact that my rhythm sucks and I'm forever not confident of things. But the point being, I don't think I'm a 100% perfectionist, as sometimes, I'll just take things lightly if I've lost hope for it, which is a bad point. :/

Anyway, back to how school was torturous. Actually, I just didn't have enough time to sleep and it makes my mood worse. The best thing is that I'm doing railing duty for this whole week, and I've gotten to see the person I hate for 5 days in a week. The thought of it makes me feel like puking, ew. And... I hardly speak a word in class, really. I seriously think school is boring and I'm just looking forward to JC-life, despite knowing how much is may sucks or how stressful the environment would be. I think it's 80% because I've chose the wrong class. I dislike the people in my class, which I think 90% of them are suckers. Sorry to use such a strong word, but they're irritating to the core. On the other hand, I like the subject combination. I would still choose the same class if I had a choice, before knowing that there are so many sucks in class. I've finally known the reason for going to school - to really study. I say this because I don't really get to see my friends often. Or should I say, I hardly talk to them except when there is choir practices? *Sigh* I don't know. I think I should really concentrate on studies and nothing more than that, and I think that's the solution. :) Maybe looking forward to choir practices would also be one of the reason I go to school, hah. And I should really thank some people like UCP, Adolphus and LJB (CT), lol, for making every day of mine an enjoyable one. :) Oh oh, and wordpress and twitter! (even though the internet seem to gone case these few days) They rock! Haha.

Other than these things and people who make me happy, who's another person that make me happy? RICKY! I bet you've known this answer a few seconds ago, haha. I've actually realized that music is really something that influence me a lot, especially those with meaningful lyrics, mostly Ricky's, lol. Anyway, I think Ricky is doing quite fine and he's probably at 台中僑園大飯店3F國際廳 now. I don't know where's that, but he's probably doing fine, I guess. He said this in his latest post, "只好讓上天來安排啦". It means to only let God decides on the things he desire to achieve and I agree. Sometimes I think that some things are meant to be decided by God. On the other hand, we must also work hard for what we desire, of course. "也許緣分還不夠吧" - Maybe fate is still not there for him to come to Singapore, lol. :) Oh, and next month is his birthday! He's gonna celebrate it in Bali and I think he would have fun. Waiting for 22nd of September! :)

Well, at the end of this post, I'm going to say that... I'm going on a...


HIATUS!


will be back after Common Test.



Study hard people! And good luck! :)

Listening to: Basket Case - Green Day

Labels: choir, friends, happy, random, ucp

There must be a reason why I named this post 'friday-blogging', and I think you're smart enough to know it. But for those who doesn't know, it's just the fact that I'm going to blog every Friday if it's possible, and I'll be on hiatus if there should be any examination. :) Are you happy? Haha, I bet you're not cos I'm actually talking to nobody. Everyone thinks that my blog is officially closed and no one comes here anymore, lol. But it's okay. This is a free platform where I can express my views and thoughts without any restrictions. :)

Well, school's boring as predicted. I'm kinda used to going to choir without the seniors already. :) Which is a good thing and it definitely doesn't mean that I've forgotten them, duh. I think the main reason is because there's UCP. Aw, I'm saying something that's unbelievable! Lol, just kidding, but for the first time, I'm saying something good and UCP. :X

Oh oh, and not to forget about Ricky duh. I've just saw him yesterday on the fund-raising show for the flood in Taiwan! Omg, it's so coincidentally that I switched on the TV and saw him. And the best thing is, he sang 'We Are the World'! That song is a not-to-be-missed seriously. Initially, I thought he would not be able to make his appearance in any shows as I thought he was still in Malaysia. But good thing is that he's fine. :)

I think that's all I have to say. I haven't done any homework and I'm going to do them tomorrow. So... gotta get some sleep while listening to Ricky! :)

PS: My blogger account is also working at the same time. So do drop a tag there when you're free. :)



Listening to: Michael Jackson - We Are the World

Labels: choir, random, school

I don't know if this is real, or I'm just saying this for fun. I think I won't be using the computer anymore if necessary. And saying this means that I'll not be blogging as frequent anymore. However, I'll still be twittering through my phone as I've downloaded an application called TinyTwitter, haha. So I'll still twit once in a while when there is WiFi! :) Well, I kind of feel nostalgic now. Argh, I think I'm crazy, haha.

I have a feeling that I love Science instead of Math now. Four periods of Math were tiring, really. I rather have four periods of Science than to have Math. I think I just don't have the knack for Math that I need much more time than others to get what teacher is saying. Oh well, it's just a fact and I'll have to accept it. But I'll never give up! :)

Oh, by the way, I've made myself a scrapbook and I have been updating it quite frequently, when waiting for lessons, etc. I think it's quite cool, but I hate the fact that it's actually a lined-exercise book. I shall get a feel plain diary or plain exercise book someday. And decorate it like what I've done for my current scrapbook. Lol, there's no photos of it as I don't even think you would wanna look at it, haha.

Anyway, school's going well, just that there's some irritating classmates. I think they can be nominated as the best actor for they're good in acting. One act as if he's very clever, one act as if he's a gangster, one is pure irritating and the list goes on. Fortunately these people are out of my comfort zone. (They're sitting rather far away from me, phew) And I have smart people sitting around me. Hope to be as smart as them, and Jolyon is one of them. Lol. I don't really mind that seating arrangement anyway, only hate that the pretty but irritating curtain keeps flying to my face, and that I have no one to talk to. (Or I'll put it as I don't want to talk to anyone) Quite a nice seat though. I love it. :)

OMG, I'm going to record myself. I don't know if I can make it. But I don't care that much anymore. I think I'll record tomorrow. Well, life's unpredictable. I shouldn't expect too much as I tend to have too many disappointments.

Before I go, here's some blogskins I've made recently and hope you guys would like it. :)
• twenty : the beginning of a new day
• twenty : the answer to your life (SOTD)
• twenty : very entertaining
• twenty : good friends

And of course, here's the one last nice thing I'm going to share. Love it.



Well, please cry for me cos I'm leaving! But nah, smile and wish me luck! :)

I ♥ RICKY!

Labels: choir, friends, random, school

School has officially started, and it has been going quite well! :) But the fact is that I'm sitting right in front of the teacher's desk. Rather surprising though. I thought school really sucks, but I was wrong. I like Mrs F. better now, and so are other teachers. Maybe it's the fact that I have two Chinese teachers now that makes me like going for Chinese lessons, haha, that's so weird but who cares? Mdm C. is quite nice. :) but she haven't taught anything yet. For now, I can say that she's at least better than the former one. I've realized that I love Chem and wow, teenage is rather true. Oh, speaking of astrology reminds me to check on facebook's as it's rather true too. Here's mine this week.

Don't overdo it. You need to enjoy yourself. Take time to find out if anyone has a better suggestion before you make arrangements for the whole family. Don't overextend yourself in the process.Your partner may be erratic this week if you haven't paid enough attention to him or her.
Your lucky day this week will be Friday.

OMG seriously. Look at the second last sentence, lol. Nevermind, just ignore it, haha. :) I'm quite worried about recording for both Sops and mine. *Sigh* but the good thing is, I'm recording with Doreen tomorrow! I mean, not together, but yea, we just accompany each other. :) I hope it'll turn out well. And wish me luck on Friday as I'll be submitting everyone's and mine to Mr Toh.

Ah haha, Ricky is going to be very busy for the rest of the year! And even before his birthday. Poor thing. But he'll definitely enjoy his birthday I think as he's going somewhere he has wanted to go for a long time. 8D Anyway, I think he's really good in singing. Of course, he's Ricky! (but not Martin) Lol, I'm being lame. But who cares? I love Ricky!

Here's something nice again, I love this.



Don't tear my heart into pieces.

Labels: choir, happy, random, school

I've just watched a show about tree house and it's so cool. I hope I can build something like that one day, haha, if I have a chance to go abroad, of course. A lake house like the one in 'The Lake House' would be nice too. It's gorgeous, but the only fact that it doesn't really make sense is that almost 70% of the house is made up of transparent glass, lol. But it's nice! I would like to buy such house. If you do not have an idea of how the house looks like, here's it.



Ain't it gorgeous? It is, just admit, lol. Argh, I can't wait to live in my own house! Nah, just kidding. Why would I live in my own house at this age/ I think I'll be scared till death if I live alone. Imagine living in a big house at night and the lights suddenly went off. That's scary. At least I don't have to be afraid of such things now. I'll probably stop talking about this, cos I myself is getting bored.

Anyway, I've watched the Music Award yesterday and it was very draggy. I hardly see Ricky. :( but there was an interview that lasted for about, 30 seconds? Lol. :D But it's okay. At least I got to see him. :) He wore a suit with eyes! Lol, it's sooo cute and I totally understand why he wore those stuffs, for one obvious reason, he can't see. Anyway, he was a little emotionless when he didn't get the best mandarin male artist award, and he thinks that "有入围就是肯定", haha. I'll still support him even though he didn't get the award and his emotionless face was rather understandable, as he didn't really expect much from the start, with competitors like Jay and many others, one could have predicted the results. Oh, btw, I'm still not sick of his songs yet. :) I've just searched for his videos for last year Music Award where he had won the best hokkien male artist and he looked extremely happy when he was singing! OMG, so nice to see him smiling while singing! Haha, he's nice. Ricky seriously rocks!

Tomorrow.

Labels: random

I’ve gotten myself so-called a new haircut, and I look a little… too kiddy, if I could put the hairstyle in words. I think the hairdresser cut more than 2 inches of my fringe and I kind of feel heartbroken. Nah, just kidding. A new haircut, a new beginning. School’s reopening in two days time, and I really don’t feel like going back. :/ I’m in my holiday mood now, argh. I don't really feel good about things. But hey, there's finally something for me to look forward to, and that is tomorrow's Music Award! Yay, and I'm gonna see Ricky! :D I'm happy, although I know the possibility of him getting that award is slim, I'll still support him as he worked hard for the current album. :)

Anyway, I was listening to the radio while cutting my hair this morning, and I heard some stuffs about children/teenagers having depression, and they even gave a checklist about it. After hearing it, I realize that I do show some signs of depression sometimes, haha. But I think that it's just a habit of mine to keep quiet almost every time, and to usually hide my emotions, lol. So it's not exactly true.

I've just watched the trailer of 'The Time Travellers Wife' and it's so nice. I will definitely watch it. It will be released on 14 August, and I hope it's after EOY, and not like, before or in the mist of it. :/ But it's a nice movie and I'm so gonna watch it! Click here for the trailer. I'm quite interested in the book too.

Oh, and speaking of book, I still haven't done the reading journey. Argh, gonna be in dead meat. But it's okay, I've read some books during the holidays, and these books can finally do something useful besides providing me with knowledge, lol. I love the book 'Time Stops for No Mouse' by Michael Hoeye although it may be a little funny as this book talks about the life of a mouse, lol. I love Hermux Tantamoq, the watchmaker in the book! He It is so cute, haha.

Alright, got to go, bye and no nice stuffs for you guys today, haha. I ♥ Ricky!

Love comes and go without realizing.

Labels: random

What a random title seriously. I realize that this is always what I start my post with, lol. But it's okay, it's the contents that matter, haha. I found this cute.

Dearest fans of mine, I'm going to commit suicide soon, and you're not going to see me ever again. I am just going to inform you people that okay? If you really want to see me for one last time, please come to my house. Please be there in 10 minutes. I'm not going to wait for your arrival. Remember to bring your cameras! For what? To take one last photo with me and post it on facebook, twitterpic or whatever! Haha, please remember me forever as I've at least treated you as my friend once.

Okay, surely no one would want to text that to their friends if they're really gonna die right? Lol, but I just think that it's funny, haha. :) If someone really text that to me, I would think that it's not real, or I'll probably ignore it. ARGH, I'm a bad friend. Haha, just kidding, but if my friends are in danger or in need of someone, I'll be there for them! :D Some kind of good friend I am, right? Lol, just kidding.

OMG, next Tuesday is the deadline for submitting the recording! I was stunned, really. I didn't expect it to be so fast. But one good thing is that, at least it's not audition and we won't have to face Mr Toh's face, which I would probably still shiver in front of him, although it has been three years. (I mean, two and a half years to be exact) Okay, I'm being lame but that's not the main point! O MAGNUM MYSTERIUM! O-M-G~ How am I suppose to survive it? ARGH, nevermind. We'll probably help the ones who need help in both singing and recording on Thurs and Mon. Probably needs SuErn's help on Sat, as time is really running out. ARGH, I have Chinese project on Thurs, and I can only make it on Monday. :/ Or maybe I'll try recording myself, lol. I think it'll sound damn funny. But oh well.

Choir was okay today, but just that some people said that I'm too violent to squeeze SiHui's mouth? Oh whatever, I don't know what it's called. Anyway, I was stunned when Mr Toh suddenly called me, so I didn't know what to do, and fyi, I'm not violent okay?! I just squeezed arder as she didn't want to open her mouth! Grr..

Here's something nice again, haha.


This is Prague. It's really a beauty.

Speaking of Prague, it reminds me of what I've asked Doreen just now on the bus. Both of us don't really want to go for the tour anymore. Reason being, (I shall not expose hers, as it's a not-so-good one) I don't really feel the urge to go for tour anymore. There may be many reasons, but I'm still not very sure now. Firstly, the seniors are gone, and even if they come back, I would feel useless and I'll just be another burden to them. Secondly, I feel that our standard dropped, and singing O Magnum is not as holy and happy as before. Okay, maybe these two are the main reasons, but there are also other less important factors which are really "not allowing" me to go for the tour. I really feeling confused and I'm at a loss. But oh well, I shall check with Doreen again for her decision and we'll decide if we're gonna tell Ms Yeo on Fri. :)

Well, I shan't think so much or I'll be depressed again. There are so many things to think about. I think it's better to excuse yourself for some of the less important ones. :) In that case, you'll be more carefree, and you'll have less problems that are approaching. :D Lol, I've become a motivational speaker blogger in one way or another. (I'm sorry, but I can't really speak. I kinda gets on my nerves when I'm loss for words, lol)

Going out with Dodo Doreen tmr! Please don't scold me for not organizing sectionals or something, but Hs, SuErn and I are really busy, and this has basically explained it all. Anyway, hope that we can really study successfully, due to the fact that there are not much distractions around us. Haha, maybe we shall take some random pics, (I haven't taken one since that day) and maybe practise singing O Magnum! OMG, it's a little contradicting as I've said I'm a little disappointed with our O Magnum standard but here I am, a little crazy and obsessed with this holy song. :) But I think that's good. And hope we'll have some nice food like Niwa Sushi tmr! Excited!~ YAY.

Argh, even though I'm sure more than 50% of the people voted for extended holidays, the government still wants school to reopen, which is kind of disheartening for most of the students, including me. I mean, I didn't really "enjoyed" my holidays seriously. I mean, I can't even get a few consecutive days of resting! My (including my other's) holidays revolve around choir, sectionals, lessons, a little of ltc and project meetings. It's like, OMG? And the recording deadline adds another disadvantage of not having extended holidays. ARGH. First week of June is choir camp, second week is ltc, third week are sectionals and choir, and this week, I'm kind of sick of this. I mean, I don't mind sectionals and choir, but I really can't have enough rest. Alright, I shall not "complain" about all this, but to face the reality and wake up from my dream, lol.

I'm kind of obsessed with twitter, really. And I seriously want N97! It's so cool. I really hope that my father wants to change the phoneline (or whatever you call that) from Starhub to Singtel. So that I can grab a chance to get the phone. OMG, so evil of me to think of this. But nevermind, we'll talk about that, and I'm obsessed with it! Haha, nevermind, I'm crazy.

I've found some Ricky's photos and he looks totally cute. And I think he's trying to act funny or something like that. He used the Wii's remote control (or whatever you call that) as a phone and put it on his ear, and lol. Nevermind. Anyway, he's such a nice guy. Ricky rocks! (I think I've mentioned this 345487989 times, lol.)

Alright, it's 10 now, and I'm really tired and feel like dozing off. got to go! Bye and I love Ricky! Haha.

PS: I love Ricky! (Okay, the real PS is that I realize that this post is freaking long)

Face the reality, wake up from your dream.

Labels: choir, friends, happy, mixed feelings, random, worried

Alright. What a random title. Actually, it's Ricky's song, haha. Okay, I'm laughing again upon thinking of him.

Anyway, today's choir was... okay for me, as I was sick and I sat at the back. I feel a little useless, but I can't help it. I don't even know how I fell sick. I didn't eat any fried or oily food, really. I don't even get to touch them as my mom don't even cook fried food, haha. But maybe it's because I'm lack of sleep of something. I just can't get enough sleep these few days. And I'll still have to go to school tmr cos of the Chinese project. ARGH, what a mood-spoiler. I hate meetings seriously. They spoil my mood for the whole day. Anyway, back to 'choir' topic, I think I'll soon go to Altos as my voice seriously can't reach high notes anymore, and I'm feeling that I'm damn airy. I hope that some people understand how it feels like to be left out. I mean, it doesn't feel good at all okay. I think I'll soon not be the SL anymore, as someone better is taking my place. :) Just hope that these are the symptoms of my damn bad sore throat, and I hope tat it just made me brain malfunctioned for a second. :/ It sucks having sore throat and I hope you'll know.

Oh, I'll stop finding the causes of my sore throat or you'll really be bored till death, lol. Oh, btw, tumblr is great! It's kinda cool, unlike plurk, haha. :) Plurk is not really nice, as it has the 'karma' thingy which kind of sucks as it requires you to increase your karma to use some applications there. Twitter still rocks. :) Haha. Lol, something damn random: I think Green Day's songs kinda hype me up! Especially Basket Case, haha.

Haha. And here's something nice again. :)



By yours truly, and I quite like it. Anyway, fyi, the paper was by me too. It's not any toilet paper or anything, but it's just a page from notebook from ArtBox. Anyway, artbox rocks socks. :) Haha. It sells many cute stuffs that I want to buy, but my wallet doesn't allow. :/ Lol.

I want to have an outing!

OMG, Ricky rocks seriously. I love his voice! His blog has 1824771 visits already, lol. One million plus, fyi. I think he's kind of busy as he's working on his new album which I am looking forward to it, haha. I think it'll obviously rock like his latest one. :) I really have to salute to him as he knows as many musical instruments as you can name! Okay, maybe not that much, but he knows saxophone, piano, guitar, drums and I think he's really a genius for what he is already. Fyi again, he can't see. And he totally rocks my world.

It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.

Labels: choir, random

I'm quite worried for tmr's choir practice. I don't know why, but... maybe I'm wrong. I just hope everything turns out well. And next week is the audition! OMGOMGOMG. Anyway, I've just submitted a skin on blogskins, and it is quite well received. You might wanna preview it here. Haha, support me okay! :)

Ricky's busy again, haha. But just hope that he'll update before school reopens! Nevertheless, I'm still not sick of his songs, especially 我是你的消防局, haha! :D And omg, here's something nice for you guys.


Ain't it a beauty?

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Labels: choir, random

• Are You Facebook, MySpace, or Twitter?
You Are Twitter
You are energetic to the point of being hyperactive. You are the ultimate multitasker.You don't have much of an attention span for anything. You like things short and sweet.You can't help but let everyone know what you're doing, even if it's just what you're having for dinner.You are big on sharing what's going on in your life. If anything, you share too much!

• What Kind of Fast Food Are You?
You Are a Donut
You are whimsical, creative, and expressive. You love anything cute and colorful.You believe in living for today. You enjoy yourself and don't hold back. You are driven by your inspiration.You never know where each day will lead you. You are a unique, offbeat character. People find your unpredictable ways charming.

• Are You Right or Left Brained?
You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

• How Bitchy Are You?
You Are 38% Bitchy
You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

• What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.,You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.,Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

• How Much Pride Do You Have?
Your Pride Quotient: 59%
You have your proud moments, but you're also likely to be a little ashamed of them. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's normal to want to make a stellar impression.

• Are You Extremely Sensitive?
Your Sensitivity Score: 70%
You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

• What Kind of Friend Are You?
You Are A Loyal Sidekick
You aren't the most visible one in your group, but that's okay. You're always up for a good time or conversation. And you stick with your friends no matter what. You're unbelievably loyal. You may feel under appreciated - but it only seems that way! Your friends would be lost without you.

• What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
You Are a Thespian
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.
Your strength: Your warm heart
Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions
Your power color: Black
Your power symbol: Musical note
Your power month: February

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Well, now you know how bored I am. Time really passes slowly today. And I'm listening to Ricky's hilarious audio now, haha. :) I feel hungry and all that stuffs. There's sectionals tmr and I'm kind of sick of those people who are like asking obvious questions. It's so irritating. Really. I feel really tired and hungry now. I don't know why. :/ Don't feel well at all. I think I'm going to fall ill really soon.

To do list after Os: (that's like 1 year more)
• To take up guitar lessons
• To learn to kayak

What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous.

Labels: quizes, random

Usual Choir People
Marc Paul Yiling
Veggie Family
Joanna Kodi Lynn Nisya Weiqing
Dmnchoir
Estee Teresa WenXin Zerlina
Groups
Dmnchoir Veggies and UCP
Others
Adolphus XueFang